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No advice? Well...
I did quit my job today. 

posted by Hannah_B on July 1, 2004 at 4:54 PM | link to this | reply

From Bunny to HannahB
Thanks for telling me how I did! I'm glad that the reading reflected your life. I guess it didn't give you any advice, but at least it confirmed some things.

posted by Bunny on July 1, 2004 at 2:25 PM | link to this | reply

How was your/my reading? Pretty darn good!

Bunny,

Apologies for not responding sooner; took the kitty to the vet last night, used up all my blogging time. The reading was much more in-depth than I was expecting, and I wanted to respond in kind.

Okay, first:  you said you had trouble shuffling the cards, and that, although I drew the major obstacles card you didn't feel a major obstacle...I'd say this "ambivalence" is reflective of changes that are going on in my life right now.  Simultaneously, I feel as though I know myself better than I have, maybe ever, and also that I don't know myself at all.  I do feel grounded, for the first time in my adult life, and I've been feeling that I have placed limits on myself, limits that I'm no longer willing to accept. (So I think I have been the obstacle.)

For immediate influence, I choose "c) something new that you are actively doing, or a brand-new attitude, that is a major influence on your life."  It's both, actually.   In the last month, I've started writing again (output had been a bit low since January), gone back to church, reached out to friends old and new, etc.  Lots of good changes.

Distant past, financial management, last 4-6 months?  Quit my full-time job in January. 

Near past, 2-3 days, small risk?  Didn't take it--was seriously considering quitting my part-time job, which had been an agent of change (took the part-time job a month or so ago and it effected all kinds of change in my life, blasted me out of a rut) but which now no longer "fits".  Got permission yesterday from my therapist to quit, so...going to do that today.  There's my small risk.  (This might also be what the the Near Future refers to.)

Don't know about the Influence that is Coming, unless it's a paid writing gig that's been coming for a while now...just spoke yesterday (again) with my contact:  "Yes, I really want to work with you, call me if you don't hear from me by Tuesday."  Could be she's the one.  Too soon to tell.  The other Influences all pan out--see above, shedding limiting behaviors and beliefs.

And as for Far Future (4-6) months, the major transformation has begun.  Began about a month ago, and the last few weeks have been the most tumultuous and exciting of my life, probably, in an emotional, self-discovery, not-gonna-take-it-no-more kind of way.  Which is why I feel I both do and don't know myself .  And, for the first time ever, I can say I like myself, and that I'm not a bad person.

I thought this was right on, Bunny (though my response is not very organized).   You've made a believer out of me.  :>

posted by Hannah_B on July 1, 2004 at 6:54 AM | link to this | reply

Can you do a reading for me, please? Thanks

posted by mariantonia on June 30, 2004 at 3:44 PM | link to this | reply

Wow - thanks!

Bunny,

Much here.  Must digest.  Comment later. 

posted by Hannah_B on June 29, 2004 at 5:37 PM | link to this | reply