Monday, November 6, 2006
pregnancy no love from husband all alone people concerned not gained enough weight birth very sick did not understand waht that meant fast to keep her alive shipped away weak cant suck other deformed babies the doctor the shrink my family and no emotinal support 7 months 4 month in hospital sick... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, September 9, 2006
Mormon temple marriage
all time and eternity saved self for sax in trouble first week of marriage abandoned his glory his work his life stay at home mom horrible no money $10 make into 100 dollars i did it to pregnant no respect for women masagonist men who hate women gay? http://buckandmike.com/buckstory.htm did not gain... Sign in to see full entry.
College
burst my bubble ran away from home get saved leader do wha t is right and on time roomates hate me school easy dancer/skinny/ "A" all the way lived with mormon family Mrs. Black set it off for "A" controlling bitch angry woman on campus off campas discovered dance talent low self esteem worked saved... Sign in to see full entry.
Teenager
controlled parenting april wild girl janice conservative for years in school prep girl/head varsity cheerleader father chases boys away through high school/i was his wife mother drugged out on valium/she was never there conflict creative/religious say ass shall i dare?/conservative momon girl... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, September 3, 2006
The Drunk
gorgeous younger promotor drugs dealers 45 still a looker wasted a big slut unpredictable does not like u--u are out almost homeless banged up hospital drunk whoring chases high school grades used abusive mother/drunk alcholic father down trend party girl paranoid Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, September 2, 2006
childhood
remember this part 3 grade on from 1-3 not much missed how to spell words ran away from home stayed outside spanked in front of mother man in backyard/before 5 years old molested dirty old man never told parents 4 years old thinking a nickle is cheap I am not doing this for a nickle goodbye Sign in to see full entry.
The CL Circus Septemeber 2006
massive posting not moderated effectively cheap trips/no class wars pimps whores rapes of women mugging of persons stealing hardcore not moderated underage risk free post going thing hurting other seach engines multiple listing in a day swimmng through the bullshit hurtful words street has found... Sign in to see full entry.
Dirty Closet
birth abandoned molested the fights 95% of my life anger unwanted "be a boy" runner shame and my sister/abandoned cut hair off black outs/do not remember parts of life abducttion grade school jr high high school father chased boys away fear perfectionist a curse Sign in to see full entry.