truly...sadly....deeply!

if a tree falls in the forest and there's no one there to hear it does it make a sound? if a tear falls on my pillow at night and you're not around to see it does that mean you didn't cause it? i think not- or maybe i think too much see, i'm capable of thinking and feeling at the same time. clearly... Sign in to see full entry.

as the tears fall into my conscience creek it becomes deeper & thicker and harder to discern merky thoughts of sexual deviance, improper fish swim through this stream that i continue to fill with blood of tolerance and loathing not sure when i became submersed in my own selfish well looking up i see... Sign in to see full entry.

so trusting am i to believe all the lines of bull you been feeding me so silly my heart to insist that i'm more.... when my head knows that i'm just your mistress your convenient whore so big the charade larger than life care to introduce me to your wife? NO! i thought not then you'd have to face... Sign in to see full entry.

i'm numb inside dead-dormant except for the lump in my throat the mass of festered guilt is alive and well i swallow "un"righteous indignation men come and go i cum and ask them to leave how can pleasure be such a relative to disgust? remorse a descendant of ecstacy? i somehow beacame transparent... Sign in to see full entry.