Diary of a Fat Girl for Wednesday, June 1, 2005

Now in reading what I had previously written, I realized with a deep black dread, that I had not even begun to look for a swimsuit. Oh God!! I had the mismatched 2 piece that I laid out on the very private back deck at home, and a few from my last beach escapade, but I wanted something new. I;ve been going through some lifestyle changes lately, I guess it's the whole fast approaching 30 thing. I wanted something elegant. HAHAHAH Do they make an elegant swim suit? The thought made me want to just... Sign in to see full entry.

I have sat here for the last hour or so reading what I've written. It's hard to believe that it's been almost 2 years. Ironically, I'm 3 weeks away from going to Myrtle Beach again.... I 've lost 22 lbs, gone to the gym, gained back 5, lost a job, almost lost my husband to a stroke this past January, and I still can't find any damn capris that fit!!! Sooo Sooo bad, I wanted this lovely pair of black linen capris from Old Navy. Apparantly, I missed some cruel joke that said if you had hips and a... Sign in to see full entry.