Even more darkside blues

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

Forgotten happiness...

It's been a long time. Knowing what this feels like. I almost forgot what this happiness feels like. And then it returned in a flurry. I don't remember feeling like this in a long time. It's been so long. I've had so many nights crying to sleep. So many times staring at the ceiling for answers. So... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Another chance...

Maybe this is another chance. Another shot at romance. Another way to find love. I'll just come into this with open arms. And open eyes. This could be something good. But I can't get too far ahead. I just have to live this moment. I have to be in the now. Because this moment is so good. It is filled... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Promise an actual entry will come soon...

I really apologize to a few of my regular readers on here...for some reason the poetry hasn't been flowing out like it normally does...but when the fancy strikes me...I will definitely write it on here... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Outside looking in...

I've always been on the outside looking in. I always see everyone else. So happy, so alive. And here I am. Standing in the perpetual rain. Feeling the sorrow and sadness flow continuously. I see the love and happiness. Just on the other side of the glass. Why can't I break through? Why haven't I... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Someday these tears will stop...

Someday these tears will stop. Someday the depression will go away. Someday I will be lonely no more. So why can't that someday be now? Why can't it all stop now? All this confusion, this loneliness. Why can't I stop it? It's been eating away at me for years. I thought I stopped it. But it still... Sign in to see full entry.

Behind this screen...

I hide behind this screen. I hide my true self. In this online world. I'm affable, creative and real. But away from here. I'm shy, withdrawn, and lonely. But when I'm back to my digital world. I'm everything I'm not in person. Funny, sarcastic, self deprecating, confident. Why can't I take version... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

The love in your eyes...

I see the love in your eyes. I feel the romance and passion in your voice. But why can't I get to you? What holds me back from your embrace? I want it. Your love, your romance. I want to feel alive. I want to feel your embrace. But I think, Did I pursue something I can't have? Did I go after someone... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

There comes a time...

There comes a time in everyone's life. Where you can no longer sit back. Where you can no longer stand idle. Where you must stand up. Stand up and take a chance. Maybe that moment passed me already. Or maybe it hasn't come yet. I might not know for a while. The next few months will be crucial. To... Sign in to see full entry.

The lonely muse...

I am the lonely muse. I sit and write. Contemplating my future. Writing my thoughts down. Letting everything flow out. So everyone else knows my predicament. Maybe this muse will be lonely no more. If my words reach the right girl. I know she is out there somewhere. Someone who will understand... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, May 2, 2008

Finding Yourself

Finding yourself. Sometimes it takes years to do. Sometimes it only takes a few days. I may have finally found my place. Found my niche. I'm not quite sure. I just know something about right now. The path I walk currently. Just feels right. It feels like this is the right direction. And while... Sign in to see full entry.

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I write what I feel...and what I feel just flows like a river sometimes...I can't help it...it just comes out like it does...this is my place to channel my fire...my passion...my desires...my disappointments...my fears...and my happiness...all into one place...