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Wednesday, June 7, 2023

Quiet

They thought using her written word against her would be frightening. It wasnt They told her, she needed to except her past and start moving forward She already had They told secrets and thought she didnt know She knew Same games, same tricks, same maniplulation She wasnt the same Fake fronts, false... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, February 22, 2023

She

She showed no emotion She had done nothing wrong Moving through her day constant thoughts replayed, old habits tickled at her senses was she wrong, should she have, could she have NO She felt the tension of the day slowing playing into her senses as the evening peaked Quietly she felt the tears... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, February 20, 2023

I stood

I stood in the room and cried the weight of shame dragging me down i would sing the words and cry looking for comfort, grace and love i needed, i cried Over and over again i came to the alter and cried the music striking my soul, lifting me to the point of tears healing myself one lyric, one prayer... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, February 7, 2023

When she said

When she said i don't trust happy, I felt that When she said kids should have a strong image of their dads i felt that When she said I hid it from you and i did it well, i felt that When she hid on the other side of the wall while she was verbally taken apart and all the reasons she wasn't enough... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, September 14, 2022

Rules

Rule #1 Do not rush to respond, just because you have a response does not mean it needs to immedielty given. Rule #2 do not explain. Give the answer and let it go Rule #3 Its ok, if a threat is implied its ok to let it go...you do not need to back peddle to make things better. Youve done your best,... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, September 1, 2022

I am

Here i am not grown not young, not brilliant, not stupid I'm a girl in love, a mom of three, a bonus to one I'm the bad guy in someone's story I'm the soft landing for another, i'm no angel I'm devious and spunky, i'm funny and loud, im broken and healing I started young and restarted twice, Round... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, July 1, 2022

Winning?

He said you dont know how to win.... What is that exactly? Currently im paying someone to help me win I had a voice once upon a time but i was alone I thought i found a human to share life with, i didnt see the gaslighting It wasnt hidden, i thought it was sweet, i thought it meant he cared I didnt... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, June 30, 2022

Bully

You tried to bully me, again You were corrected by someone else other than me This time you have to listen, this time you cant bulldoze over me I dont want to fight you and this time i didnt have to You act so humble, Thank you you say, You didnt have to you say The next day.... I didnt think you... Sign in to see full entry.

You tell

YOU didnt ask, you preferred not to ask You told, why shouldnt i just let you do what you want Youve done it your entire life, you tell and then you do I answered the missing question and said no I told you what i was willing to do You threatened once again to punish the kids Ill make it up to them... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, May 17, 2022

Crowds

Theres a crowd, you are surrounded by a crowd.... everyone behaves, its polite. The one that is mine chooses the crowd.... I miss being that ones main person but life changes and they grow up and choose new main people. You become the second person or third still important never gone but not the... Sign in to see full entry.

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