Thursday, March 19, 2020
They were so grateful for one roll.. I am here with 2 more rolls, for who knows how long doesn't matter, I know how to wash this. Point is, I do not mind helping others why should anyone else... have you ever lived with nothing and no one? well it makes you grateful for the air we breathe bet ~M Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, March 10, 2020
It's out there...
I continue to search for kindness daily. I search within others as well as myself. I try to appreciate everything, regardless of the situation. I wish I could say this was an easy task. Shall I say, on my worst days, I am grateful for nothing. It's like a sad little pity party. The last several... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, February 27, 2020
I thought it would help...kindness
It's a lonely place to be... being kind...isn't getting me anywhere... ~M Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, February 24, 2020
New at driving a pickup...lol
I have been driving my "new" 2001 Dodge Dakota for a couple months now. I have hauled several things, furniture, boxes, scrap metal etc. Today was my first for aluminum cans. They were in blue barrels, trash cans and bags. I dropped them off at the recycle center they strapped the barrels etc back... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, February 20, 2020
To back off..
Sometimes, my emotions will cloud more than just my judgment. I react without thought damn near every-time. I must keep myself busy and remember my ultimate goal. KINDNESS Whether its towards someone else, but most importantly I believe we all forget to be kind to ourselves. For the longest time... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, February 17, 2020
Distractions
My life is overwhelming me again and I do not "recall" my last act of kindness. I know I do "little" things constantly, I want more. I MUST get my head right and stop with this negative BS! How do you stay ahead and not get too overwhelmed? ~M Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, February 11, 2020
local walmart cart had a purse in it...no one around...
i looked around at first to verify no one was looking and almost asked the couple nearby. I realized they could lie, sad but true. So I took over the cart like it was my own and immediately pushed the cart and everything else in it to the customer service desk. Of course they instantly got out the... Sign in to see full entry.
Went to the store with my BFF's mom...
Ah man. I haven't went anywhere with her a very long time. The trip started really sad, as we went to cross the one lane bridge there was a cat that had just gotten hit by a vehicle, still twitching. She was driving and screaming when we saw it. Naturally I looked away. When I saw the cat again, it... Sign in to see full entry.
thought process..change your path or the road, all together
I have been so negative for so long. I have low self esteem. Shitty childhood...20 year marriage over! Just life has sucked for a very long time. Rather than continuing to ponder on that..I wake up in the morning and refuse those negative thoughts, emotions, hell sometimes it's memories. I find... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, February 6, 2020
Practice, LOVE ~ tough, endless, daily, all of the above ~M Sign in to see full entry.