You may want it but…
The universe (or whatever you believe in) will not give you what isn’t yours to receive. I just though of this as I lay in bed wondering why I was being rejected by a “could have been”. I was finally ready to accept whatever came my way, no high expectations or deep analysis, and just have plain old fun when the rejection call came through. I know I was getting stupidly philosophical about this and maybe it had to do with the fact that I didn’t really want a relationship, at least not with this... Sign in to see full entry.