Relationships, Living in hell, and everything else

I think publicizing sex is a good thing. If this happens then over time people will realize that it isn't a big deal and move on to more important things, like how they connect with people around them in a non sexual way. Sure sex may be fun and everything but overall it only satisfies our mind an... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm mad because I'm not special to him and he is special to me. I'm mad because the first time he came over and kissed me and we got it into it, it wasn't what I wanted. I don't want to have sex with him and I don't want to kiss him. I just want to hug him and talk to him and not move fast at all.... Sign in to see full entry.

Some issues are just my own. I don't want to be compared to other people's past experiences ALL THE TIME. Advice is great and all but sometimes a situation is just my situation. I don't need an answer to every little detail of my feelings, an explanation of why its happening, or what I'm doing wrong... Sign in to see full entry.

I have all these great ideas and deep thoughts, questions, and answers and everything inside my head and then when I get in front of a person they either have no idea what I'm talking about, or I just can't find the words that'll help me gradually get into a conversation about my views on things.... Sign in to see full entry.

Why do some people put their blogs all in capital letters? Are you under the illusion that will make your blog magically stand out from the others? Well maybe, but if Blogit were a street and I was a pedestrian in comparision to someone normally speaking like this AND THEN SOMEONE WHO SPEAKS LIKE... Sign in to see full entry.

I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling like I'm ruining everyone's life with my problems and feeling like I'm disgusting and useless. I want to stop, believe me I do, but it’s a cycle. No matter how much I tell myself that I'm worth something and that I don’t have to do this, that it just hurts... Sign in to see full entry.

I don't think that I can fall in love anymore, not that I ever could in the first place. I know that I'm still young and everything but everytime I think that I'm falling in love it ends up feeling stale and aggrivating. My dad would probably think, "you're being young and naive" yeah true I am... Sign in to see full entry.

Blah. Things get so much more stressful when you know that what your writing could bring you cash. All of a sudden it's like, "whoa, I need to make everything I say sound perfect or else no one will read it." Whatever, you're probably not even reading this right now, and if ya'll have already come... Sign in to see full entry.