https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/starr4all6708/This blog is my way of coming to terms with some issues dealing with my childhood. I discovered recently that I hadn't gotten over some issues and that they carried over into my adult life. Here is my way of expressing them.hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/starr4all6708/248474First, I do have to admit that now darling husband had a girlfriend when we first met. She lived back in New York. I'm not proud but hey. He hadn't seen her in months and they rarely talked (luckily enough for me she had also been seeing someone. They just had officially broken up yet.) So, I...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/starr4all6708/247801So, we moved in together. We're staying in the same room together, sex and all.....my mother is excited. She finally would have a grandkid. What about his family? He didn't tell them! I was about 5 or 6 months pregnant when his mother came out to celebrate Thanksgiving and meet Jesse's...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/starr4all6708/247654I have a few pre marriage issues with hubby. I've forgiven him for these issues but not forgotten. We first met while we lived in the dorms. He went home on leave to New York about a month after we met. Somehow, a leak happened in his room and mold started covering his room. He got home to a...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/starr4all6708/218663I thought I’d write a little about my dealings with the church. As one can tell from reading my past posts, I am not religious. If anything, I’m like my mother. Who is agnostic. Out of the research I’ve done I consider myself either agnostic or Wiccan. My first memory of religion has to deal with...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/starr4all6708/217595This was a later incident. I was twenty and really stupid I guess. I got really stressed out. Here’s the background on this time. I was living with this married couple. I was their live in nanny for their 5 year old daughter. I lived in their basement that was converted into an apartment. This...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/starr4all6708/217052I was raised on the welfare system. There…I said it. Once I was old enough to realize what being on welfare meant I hated it. I was always teased growing up. I never could understand why I couldn’t get the same stuff (clothes, toys, etc.) or do the same stuff as the other kids. My grandma and mom...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/starr4all6708/214377Most of my friends have done some sort of drugs at some time. I was one of those late bloomers. I tried pot twice, but both times I was all ready drinking so I didn’t feel anything and so I never tried it again. My one other experience was with crank. My cousin had started using drugs while I was...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/starr4all6708/211934I decided to write about one of my cousins. It was always my mom, my grandma, my grandpa, and myself. A few years after we moved from California my aunt and 2 of my 3 cousins moved. The oldest cousin, M, is a year younger than myself. So it was like we were sisters. We were total opposites....https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/starr4all6708/210541I thought I’d write a little about my mother this time. First and foremost, my mom and me have a much bitter relationship now then when I was younger. We used to argue a lot when I was a teenager. Also, we’ve talked about some issues but not all. She feels so guilty about the stuff I have told...