https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/sorika/Niecco on her quest for acceptancehourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/sorika/580717My mom was mentally unstable. I had to live with alot of hurts from yesterday and it was not even my fault. I hope it was not. I could not live everyday thinking how tortured her mind is and how she lives so miserable from day today always blaming so many things and throwing all of her weights to...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/sorika/580367That I am struggling with the so called "acceptance". Everyday I walk down the street seeing normal people like me and I often wonder if they are carrying the same burden. Are they? Even when I am with someone I still don't feel that I'm accepted. I'd like to understand the reason my heart keeps...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/sorika/580342Why is it so difficult for me to trust even "one" guy...? Am I too much..too demanding..? Am I? I'd like to give more of myself...but I can't. I keep holding myself to "me"..I can't give it all. But then again..am I that trustworthy? Am I able to love unconditionally? Am I? Maybe..its me who...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/sorika/580233I do not know where to begin with. I don't think the man is the problem. It is me. I am nor pure neither evil. I am somewhere in between. I'd like to think of myself as someone forgiven but no I can't. His disgusted look and his discerning thoughts made me this way. I should not be in the...