https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/pelagus_love/lost love, expectation, waiting for the right person... Love of others can be so hard to reach...hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/pelagus_love/577109the lOve that dOesn't feel falling baCk into the saMe haBits i'M trying to love yOu but it dOesn't feel as it used to. i'M trying to be myself but i'M falling dOwn eaCh tiMe the lOve yOu're giving me is so diffeRent from befOre iT's not as sTRong as it used to be. when we'Re making love i'M...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/pelagus_love/574496liFe with soMeOne i don't know i dreaMt again i forgot onCe again aRe you dreaMing of a peaCeful plaCe wHere we could heal together? that's what yOu talked about yesterday but it was just about me no mention of yOur own saKe... i'M loving yOu but when in front of yOu or even in yOur arMs yOu're...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/pelagus_love/573237wRiting a letter i should write a letter to yOu to eXpress all those feelings but i can't conCentrate & find the right wOrds i clearly don't want to blaMe yOu i seeM to be the oNe guilty of it all it would be easier i guess if yOu could read those wOrds those i'M addressing yOu without looking...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/pelagus_love/572684wOrthless me i don't understand what's happening there is still so much love in your EyEs yet when i'M needing some nothing seeMs to be there wHen i'M giving wOrds to eXpress my agOny i either reCeive a silenCe or unrelated wOrds i'M needing attention i need to feel yOu lOve & caRe about me yOu...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/pelagus_love/572334to feel better maybe i'M not feeling that bad it's only a question of will but why do i want to reMain siCk & tired? i know so well what to do to feel right can i really leave & feel healthier on the way? it's so sCary though but i realiZe the longer i'M staying here the worse it's gonna be then...