https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ohjude/Judith on being a gay woman in a heterosexual world; a stranger in a very strange land. Do you grok? Also, I'll cover my relationships, friendships, and other ships.hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ohjude/646726I love my spouse dearly and don't ever want to be without her. However, am not sure if I'm still in love with her... and I feel terrible about that. What attracted her to me in the first place? Probably that she didn't take crap off of anybody, and still doesn't. That's she's a devout Christian,...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ohjude/646435It's very confusing today. I asked Lena for a writing assignment and she gave me one at 8:57am. Write something I'm proud of in 250 worDS or more. The day sort of got away from me when I go to bed at midnight, and wake up at 2:37am because I thought that was all the sleep I needed. WRONG!!! I was...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ohjude/646312Cecilia never showed. Woke up at 12:57pm today feeling quite depressed and anxious. I'm still wearing the same nightshirt, hair needs cutting, teeth go unbrushed, with face unwashed. Just listless I fumbled through the day; Sherry's been very caring and loving... but I so desire it be someone...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ohjude/646166Thirty years ago in high school and university, my best friend Cecilia and I parted company. We both left our native land of Tucson, AZ; she to Phoenix, AZ and me to Costa Mesa, CA. Newly married, she was expecting her first child. Me? I was in love with Janet Castillo and we were 5 months...