https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/neardeathnewbie/I have read bits and pieces over the years about Near Death Experiences (NDE) and little did i know on 11/26/06 i would be a member of that special and non-soliciting club. It is life changing and I am now a new baby girl with a new life in front of me. My old life, until that day, flashed before my eyes in a snap and I am just now beginning to process what happened to me. I am battling a serious illness and am going to be writing a great deal on this experience. I am surrounded daily by patients who are walking in a near death existance and we are all fighting to figure out how to beat this illness our environment and contributing factors caused. I fight daily to stay above the clamping jaws of this illness..ONLY with the power of GOD, my inner strength, other EI patients, my mother, brothers and friends am I able to keep my head about water and keep a smile on my face. If you have a comment to share for inspiration or just sharing with me..I would so love to hear from you and leahourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/neardeathnewbie/463834Being Single Good or Bad? Sunday evening and this thought continues to creep into my mind every time this early evening. Would life be more full if there was a significant other sitting next to me or would we both melt into the couch and grow further apart in our silence in front of the...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/neardeathnewbie/445048I get up each day while I am out on disability recovering from this illness and say "I am going to be healthy today. It will be a good day!" I find after an hour the routine which has been established after 3 months sends me back into a dark place. I mentally talk to myself through each hour...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/neardeathnewbie/434921I became a member of this elite club on 11/26/06. I am currently filming a documentary on my recovery from being poisioned by black mold in my condo unbeknownst to me. We discovered it on 10/8 and my body, once out of the poison, went into toxic shock. I had been dying for months and was not...