https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/javanut73/My humble works of poetry, short stories, and other odds/ends that I am working on. For those of you who might think you have read these before..you have. Some are poems from the last blog I had on here.hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/javanut73/631390I dreamed I was granted one wish… Anything my heart desired… No limit was given No strings attached… I could have the one thing I’ve always wanted… As long as it would make me smile. Without a moment’s hesitation… Without blinking an eye… I said without a moment’s doubt that all I want is you. All...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/javanut73/631389This has very adult content. This was my attempt at short stories with adult erotic fiction content. I just wanted to give a proper warning for those who might be offend or just doesn't care for such things... “Do you think she knows what we are doing?” I questioned as I careful poured the amber...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/javanut73/630905I’ll never be on the cover of some glamour magazine, I’ll never wear some crown and be a beauty queen. There are days I love like hell, There are days I show my age, But in my heart where it counts I’m beautiful all the same. I might not save the world, I’ll never cure some deadly disease, Won’t...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/javanut73/630904Night fall is here again and I’m so alone, Don’t think I can face lying in that bed with no one to hold. I know when the sun rises I’ll feel like hell again, I think that’s why I’m turning to you to help me get through all of this. Will you come to me? Will you let me surrender in your arms? Help...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/javanut73/630903You think you’re so special, As you lie beside him to go to sleep tonight. You think you might be the one to win him over, Might be the one who he cherishes for all time, But take it from me I was there too and he still told me goodbye. I once was the one who he turned to, I once was just like...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/javanut73/630902I stand alone in this world, Facing the backlash from others, Facing the sting of their pain. No one in my corner, Feeling all alone. You ask what I want from you, Claim to be offering me all your help, But all I ask is for you to fight for me That would be the greatest gift. Money won’t comfort...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/javanut73/630901I stare at the little square box with the rubber keys, Willing it to sing his number, Knowing it never will. This has been my life since the moment we have met, A sweet hell on earth that, One I never knew before. Some days I wish I had never met him, Other days I’m glad I did, But either way it...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/javanut73/630900I tell myself to let go, Move on with my life, He doesn’t love me, I’ll never be his wife. We won’t grow old together, We won’t hold hands in the dark, We’ll never slow dance to a song that’s our own. Still I can’t help but to turn to you, With my arms open wide, Praying one day you’ll see the...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/javanut73/630440It sits in front of me mocking, Daring me to mare it’s untouched surface, Longing to hold all my great words, To be the first to absorb all that I dream. All the secrets deep within my soul, Thoughts that most wouldn’t dare want to know. A blank piece of paper, My best friend, My enemy, Always...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/javanut73/630181I’ve given so much to you… Tried in everyway to show you how much I care… Many lonely nights I waited with the hopes you might have some time to spare… I put my heart on the line… Even though you never asked me to. I let down the walls… I dared to let you in… But in return you gave me nothing...