https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/emarino/My interpretations of lifehourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/emarino/520301I drive in circles Not knowing what I seek All I catch is a glimpse Around the corner I peek This circle could last forever But I don’t think I can I am worn And my morale is torn I cannot last much longer There must be something But all I see is nothing Is this my destiny? To die alone and...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/emarino/519895I had the best roommate one could hope for Always softly did she shut the door What tragedy befalls me How could I not see? Now it is time to say goodbye It is all I can do to not cry I will see her again some other day What is it that I should say? What cruelty fate has in store for me It will...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/emarino/519128A virtue not easily taught A discipline not easily embraced But it is what I have sought From deep down it is what I need My world has been turned upside down I know not what to even do with myself But one thing I know is discipline And with that I have learned patience It was through hard times...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/emarino/518890It beats deep within The pain is unbearable To what do I owe this? When will it end? Never When my hand stops shaking Never This is a new day And I will not pay For what I have not done. I will stay here For at least another year This is a new day for me Let’s see what I can be. No one will ever...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/emarino/518162Inside Inside it feels like a train wreck Outside Outside it seems normal What to do Calm There’s a peace inside not yet known As trouble swirls all around What to do As I gaze to the stars The world opens its jaws for me I step inside the abyss As I get whisked away What to do My world is tiny...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/emarino/517886My head aches My heart aches My mind is tired My body is tired There is always something lacking And in its place is pain The pain never takes a break It invades my life The doors once open in my life are now closed Nothing is open in its place I am left with an empty room My life is a colorless...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/emarino/517360As the feet hit the ground Nothing is felt There is no pound There is no feeling Nothing but air I glide down the street Not touching the ground As if I have no feet And there is no sound How do I stay here When my feet take me there? What do I do When the connection To this world is lost? As I...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/emarino/517126I wield no deadly weapon All I have are my words What good are they to me now When my world has fallen Into the realm of the unknown All I want is to be free But that cannot happen What I wish for cannot be What I long for does not exist Nothing has any meaning I see no purpose What is this being...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/emarino/517003It is hard to deal When memories have been removed By an outside source What am I to do When I know not the path I travel? I am on the same path Yet I see it for the first time It is a lonely walk When I remember nothing Of what I have already done. What am I to do When I don’t know where to go?...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/emarino/516321There is a calm inside Not yet known There is a peace within Not yet found How do I know These things that I say That is simple I listen to myself Too long have I ignored Inside what I knew to be true Too long did I hide From the person within There is a warmth inside Like a wildfire it spreads...