https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/blueyes_ny/hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/blueyes_ny/582742How softly the rain falls behind my glistening eyes For all my love and desire I’ve forgotten where it lies How thick the air becomes within my clouded mind So many different thoughts yet they’re all intertwined How hot the fire burns in my body as a whole Everything is lost now including the...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/blueyes_ny/582696In the absence of desire your world changes mixing and turning your very soul is forgottenhttps://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/blueyes_ny/582694Where the sun shines bright endless thoughts run through my mind overcome with peacehttps://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/blueyes_ny/582693The stubborn dream continues I found that only time heals the same way life hurts more ange r less lovehttps://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/blueyes_ny/580649The sea of darkness has found me once again. Waiting patiently to soothe the pain. Filling to the brim like many times before. I have no control and want to feel no more. The darkness prevails and I become weak. As a cold wet tear runs down my cheek.https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/blueyes_ny/580648when there is nowhere left to run when it's cloudy and you can't see the sun look up when you feel like you're lost and can't find your way when your mind feels numb and you have nothing left to say look up when things start to crumble and you feel all alone when all your problems seem to have...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/blueyes_ny/580647I found out some very important news today, something grabbed hold of my breath--I couldn't breathe, what was to become of my life, nothing would be the same. A struggle within took over my mind, could I go through such a thing? It's not a problem now, and I thought it was over. For something...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/blueyes_ny/580646I close my eyes and the darkness embraces me. I gasp for what once was air but now, just emptiness. Now I realize that I'm hugging loneliness And squeezing every last drop of love out of me. Falling freely I let loose my emotions isolated From the brutal and heartless world. My agony is endless,...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/blueyes_ny/579660Sometimes I feel trapped and everything is locked- and I'm shocked, I cant get out Out of my mind, my body, my own prison that I live in Sometimes I wonder if this was the path I was given Or the path I chose- chose to follow and swallow- everything thrown at me Could there be a better way- to...