https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/bluethumper803419/ever wanted to say so much but only had a wall or a blank page to say it too...........i have hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/bluethumper803419/965359Your brown eyes are angry, mean His green eyes are kind and blank Your brown eyes put fear in me His green eyes, leave room for me to breathe Your brown eyes glare into my skin His green eyes stare into my soul Your brown eyes are not safe, they are not kind, they do not reassure His green eyes...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/bluethumper803419/710883Who am i? I am just antoher girl trying to live this thing called life. She was once locked in a place of heart ache and dispair. Then she she was the party girl making up for lost time. Never without a drink on the week ends and never with out her kid the rest of the week. Balancing party life...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/bluethumper803419/661702So i thought i was good i figured i had worked it out and had no worries but aha at last i saw the side i thought was gone i knew things didn't just go away i knew ppl never completely change how could you wake up one day and say all better! Nope knew it was to good to be true That pit in your...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/bluethumper803419/651741The difference in you and me Agreeable yes i can be forgettable never am i passive with the wheres and what to do's opinions i have plenty of project i do often demonstrative i am always agreeable you can be but rather you just share the same as me forgettable you will never be passive you are...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/bluethumper803419/650032you are a strange one why do i feel safe with you you are none of the dick you think you are you are so much more then you put out a wall of concrete you keep yours close and push away the rest how have i gotten this far, its not far but it closer then i think you like for most secrets you share,...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/bluethumper803419/642011Do, you miss me when you opened my letter did your heart sink?\ Did you close and relive the last 5 years were imagining the life we almost had or did you think whatever instead did you focas the night it all went wrong the call that should have never happened do you regret answering the phone or...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/bluethumper803419/597209When i was six i tried to walk away When i was 15 i wanted to run away Then i was 17 and doing just that At 18 i was leaving the state 23 i was moving in with him to get away 25 i was running from him closer to them 29 i am just standing still reviewing the damage I knew young that i wanted more...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/bluethumper803419/595419I'm sorry I wish i could stay i had hoped i would be able to give you more I tried to overlook the unness. drama that you feed off of I cant make you better i wont be the exception that pieces you together i look at you and miss you but i know i'm not her you want more you attract emotions that i...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/bluethumper803419/542938did you know that the owrld could crash around you and that it wouldnt hurt as much as a broken heart sticks and stones may break your bones but words could crush your hopes and dreams di you know that the eyes never lie you can never hide the lack of love or the hate you feel tears drop like...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/bluethumper803419/527652Your arms around my waist make me feel safe your lips on my give me chills the way you hold me when we sleep, makes me feel complete the knowledge of knowing it wont last brings a feeling of anguish in the pit of my stomach everytime you ask what im doing i want to tell you i want ot tell you...