https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/anirack/A mixture of feelings combined gives a salad of sort....poetry written as I feel the need. Ranging from depression, SA, SI, death, miscarriage, life in generalhourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/anirack/716773I struggle to believe the words you say, you say you will always stay, stay beside me night and day. But I am filled with fear that the things I hear the things I feel so deep inside will turn into a distraction and cause you to disapear. What if you turned your back, because I continuously see...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/anirack/715584I look at you in the mirror And you stare back at me Eyes left empty But with an evil glare, You came to haunt me Night and day To remind me Of the words I'd rather hide away. I look into the dungeons The place of no return Where every single corner Is covered in slippery stone, Each step takes...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/anirack/715520I often wonder Where did it all start, The questions left unanswered, The puzzeling maze Always returning to the start. I often wonder If things could change When you finally decide To take all these empty feelings To a different hiding place. Why is it so easy For you to stay in control? My...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/anirack/715519I long to see you You who squeeze me tight So tight that you cast out the light The light only a tiny flicker in the cold and harsh night. The night filled with a kind of darkness Darker than a moonless scene A scene where creatures hide And dance They snarl and growl Pawing with their claws One...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/anirack/715518At first the skies were filled with golden beams, But a distant cry filled the air, Knowing the meaning of the sound I hear, The terror of darkness drawing near. At first I couldn’t see, That you have been waiting there for me, Like the weakling caught in a trap, You cornered me, Which made me...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/anirack/715517I feel you burning a path down my soft skin, you leave dark crimson colours meant to ease the pain, but all it does is cause some more shame. Why are you back? Why could I not resist the power, the force in which you come, turning my life upside down. You spell my name leaving different shades of...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/anirack/464951Are you manic, or are you depressed? Let's see if you can stand the test. Combining them together could cause quite a mess, normality to others are as clear as night and day, but to me it leaves turmoil, something I detest. How could one person feel all these emotions at once, seeing the sunshine...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/anirack/464950I turn around to make sure confirm the fact that it is you, I see you standing there with your familiar smile, I think about your words they are as clear as the blue skies up ahead. You kept repeating them they replay over and over, I love you darling, but I could not hear, I could not bear the...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/anirack/459239Little tiny baby miracle from above, you came to show me the true meaning of love. I've never met you or heard you cry, I never saw you or had the chance to say ''hi''. Little tiny baby you were part of a dream, Little tiny baby could you hear my scream? I'm calling your name whenever I'm alone,...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/anirack/457544As softly as a falling leaf in the autumn sun, Tears are rolling down my cheek, The end of a journey begun, It rolls down the valleys, Into the river bed below, Taking with it memories of long long ago. As the leaf keeps falling, Its colour changes fast, From the bright green leaves in summer, It...