https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Whatyouseeaintreallyme/this blog will take you into the darker sides of my poetic energy.You will read things that will make you think I am very twisted or even insane and willing to commit acts of violence beyond your comprehension.Or just some lewd poetry or very opioniated poetry.Thus the title.What you see aint really me.But then again you never know ya' know.hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Whatyouseeaintreallyme/547008Heard ole Buck is back about I heard tell troubles brewin' that ole coot McCoy has lost his mind seems he's always stewin' like a rabid scroungy cursed coyote he dont reckon what he's doin' since he met that Injun Girl and that Peyote he's been chewin' offered me a chaw he did and some to whiskey...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Whatyouseeaintreallyme/546793seeing past the future deep into the plan only a true visionary would really understand have you been entrusted with such a claim to fame who is the one entrusting you we want to know their name for if we are to follow you and trust in what you say about seeing past the future and the depth of...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Whatyouseeaintreallyme/545970hoping that you never find the things you really want deep inside you wonder why these notions always haunt the happiness you crave so bad all it does is taunt when your eyes are open on all there is to see are your eyes wide open on where you want to be or like you have a thousand times think...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Whatyouseeaintreallyme/545013The backroads of my lonesome mind hiding out in the backroads of my lonesome mind never setting long enough for me to finally find a bit of solace an escape a chance to just unwind i look around and realize the scenery aint so bad, mostly memories past and present one way streets things i coulda'...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Whatyouseeaintreallyme/544982I doubt you even noticed or even give a shit Unless you revel in the glory of the prospect that I quit Tho' at this very moment you find that aint so true As you run for cover from my twisted point of view Tho' recently it seems there is a growing crowd Of happy fuckin' poets who've begun to...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Whatyouseeaintreallyme/544398countless journey's with no end knowing even less about their start eluded even more by the description of my part reasoning has never worked or played a helping role every time i thought i knew, so wrong,and payed the toll optimism cast aside it's weight had made me weak hope is just a burden...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Whatyouseeaintreallyme/544185forces of destruction beyond the common realm have begun their construction with Evil at the healm slicing up your concious and serving up deception shifting in the shadows the confusion of perception loyal bonds are broken now trusting in no one forces of destruction now blocking out the Sun but...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Whatyouseeaintreallyme/543326nowhere lies such a place for dreams they are not real empty tears rolls down your face across the scars that never heal nothing left, not a trace no emotion you can feel nowhere lies such a place so warm and safe and in the sun the more you search the less you find your tired soul is on the run...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Whatyouseeaintreallyme/543220time to write a twisted tale of love and hate and violence wicked evil will prevail and bring a deathly silence those of you who understand and made this same mistake Evil's here to help you out with the emotions that you fake with your eyes upon your wife your dreaming of your lover careful...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Whatyouseeaintreallyme/543209the silent beauty of his dreams such thoughts he would not share the moment that his eyes let go his heart began to tear the fear of failing held him back his vision seemed unclear the silent beauty of his dreams would slowly dissappear the confidence of yesterday had slipped between his fingers...