https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/SylvanSanctuary/Blaze with the fire that is never extinguishedhourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/SylvanSanctuary/904800So, some things have happened last week. I found out the provider I work for wants to trade me in for a newer model. Yup. She's exchanging me for another MA who has ZERO experience and only just got her certificate a couple weeks ago. Really??? Yes, really. We've had this back and forth since I...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/SylvanSanctuary/904676Very grateful for the help of a coworker who stepped in and roomed patients for me while I handled a crisis with another patient and then scrambled to catch up to the rest of the morning's schedule. I didn't even ask her to help, she just stepped right in. That made me feel good. thankyouthankyou.https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/SylvanSanctuary/904640It's been a rough road, getting back into writing. School kept me busy for several years. Then changing locations, working full time, adapting to life as head of a new household with a built-in family. Usually I come home from work emotionally spent. I take off my scrubs, fold them neatly and...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/SylvanSanctuary/904612I mentioned previously, so much has transpired since I started writing here, back in 2005. Lifetimes have passed. Here's a brief rundown: 2005 - Began writing on Blogit. Lived in Germany. 2006 - Returned to the U.S. with my then-family. 2007 - Left the spouse. 2008 - Lost my 8-year-old son to the...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/SylvanSanctuary/904578It's been six years, two months, two weeks, and two days since I've last written on Blogit. I remember one entry I wrote even longer ago than that was called "A Blogital Daughter Returns". And so she returns again. As I casually look around, I see some new faces, but I see some old ones, too....https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/SylvanSanctuary/675271I just realized that it's the first day of NaNoWriMo, and I'm completely unprepared for the challenge. Crap. I'd better get started. First, I have to refresh my hair color and take a shower. Then I've got to run to the post office. And after that...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/SylvanSanctuary/674985A friend of mine, Derek, recently sent me a message on facebook that said this: [Liz] discovered some communications between us that she found very disturbing which made me realize what a selfish ass I've been. My deviant, unfaithful behavior has possibly cost me the best thing in my life. I must...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/SylvanSanctuary/674288Between two Hearts Forehead to forehead we lie together arms embracing, legs entangled and from the point where our noses touch-- of breath and sweat and love commingled-- a bead of moisture collects and falls between ushttps://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/SylvanSanctuary/673558Yep, I admit it. Things have been sketchy between me and my man. Apparently, he's having "doubts", and while he was supposed to call me last night to discuss this development, he did not. So, in palpitating desperation, I went online and sought a psychic's advice. She came well-recommended, and...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/SylvanSanctuary/673441Synchronicity as defined by Carl Jung: Coincidences which are more than chance, less than causality. Metaphysical view of coincdences: There are no coincidences. I had an interesting experience, today. As usual, I was slow getting out of the house to take care of things I needed to take care of....