https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Scramble5999/"Anything That Comes To Mind"-is what I will be using this second Blog page for.If you drop by-I hope you will enjoy!hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Scramble5999/586722She made a little 'netting bag' and enclosed this list: 1-- Eraser:- To make mistakes dissapear. 1-- Rubber band:- To stretch myself to the limit. Some-- Marbles:- In case someone say's 'I have lost mine'. 1 bar of Soap:- To wash away my cares. 1-- Button:- To press in case of panic. 1-- Coin:- So...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Scramble5999/586494He was sat there-the lonely figure of an old man- on a damp-soiled park bench! My bags were heavy-my back was acheing-my shoes seem to have 'shrunk'- like 'cling film' stretched taught around my feet! There was no other seat around-not in my line of vision. The old man looked up tapping the seat...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Scramble5999/560945for all you're support-kindness and comments, all of which-enabled me to complete my personal challenge! To leave a smidgeon of 'something' that someone might find useful! God bless-'till we meet again-Love Chris. TO MY BROTHER-LES August 2004 Throughout my life-I stayed tightly closed- as a...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Scramble5999/560775This one today and the last tomorrow-(I hope). It was an extraordinary feeling to suddenly be aware that I no longer need a Diary or writing pads in order to communicate with an invisible-un-responsive 'other' person-or to hide stuff away. I have only rejected and denied my feelings by behaving...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Scramble5999/558270This poem is a result of my therapist and I addressing the issues of exclusion and containment. I am aware that there is almost no chronological order- in terms of my disclosure-running throughout this book and one might very well expect to see this particular poem much earlier in the book....https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Scramble5999/557993I have made several attempts to give up smoking none of which has been successful. On 13th.January my GP was very concerned about a particular nasty bout of Angina I was experiencing and called for an ambulance to take me to hospital where I spent a couple of days. It appears that a heart by-pass...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Scramble5999/557722This is a new feeling to recognise that-at last-I can refer to the Baby that I was forced to give up for Adoption in 1959-by his name-Phillip! This poem links in to "Blue Balloon"-"So Little Time"-"Secret Baby" and "Dear Baby"-poems I wrote in the earlier pages of "A Beacon Of Light". PHILLIP!...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Scramble5999/557428On December 5th.2002-I flew over to Sweden to visit my eldest Son and his partner. Their first Baby was born in October and I was anxious to be there and to bond with my new Granddaughter. What I had not realised was that un-consciously the birth of their baby-at this particular time in my...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Scramble5999/557227The plight of the little Soham girls and their parents and friends and in fact all those living in Soham-affected each and every one of us-right across our Nation and the wider world. These are my thoughts. THE SOHAM GIRLS September 27th.2002 What manner of creature-can misuse two children so?...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Scramble5999/557048The good thing about being in psychotherapy is that ultimately I am emotionally and psychologically healthy! However-it is extremely hard work trying to correct old habits-lay down new ground rules and at times the experience of psychotherapy makes me feel so sick and cringing and guilty. This...