https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/NovemberRain_08/The Rambling thoughts of a Woman on a Journey~hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/NovemberRain_08/616739I will be leaving blogit, not by choice, but just because I am trying to cut corners where ever I can to save on the pocket book alittle. It has been so amazingly wonderful to be able to converse and exchange thoughts with so many of you! Thank you all for your support and friendly encouragement!https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/NovemberRain_08/614788I've been laid off of work since the middle of February. I am thankful for the blessings I do have; I get unemplmt so things could be defintely worse...but I have two kids and I feel like I am letting them down, I feel like I am so worthless in certain moments because I can't do all that I should...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/NovemberRain_08/613842It's funny how we find outselves lost in thoughts sometimes, unable to get away from them. Believe me, I have tried, but no matter how much I keep moving and how hard I try to drown them out, they don't go away; they lurk and wait on me to get just still enough, just quiet enough, and just plain...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/NovemberRain_08/609367Growing Pains: It hurts to grow sometimes, even when its not physical growth, but internal spiritual growth. It hurts because we have to let go of people and places, and of ideas and wishes that just no longer serve a purpose in our lives. I equate these growing phases to the way a snake will...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/NovemberRain_08/608929I have a date tonight! A real, true date with a real true gentleman! I don't even remember the last time this happened, but I do know it's been a long time coming. I am giddy and giggly, happy and just completely overwhelmed with excitement! I've been changing alot lately, working on bettering...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/NovemberRain_08/605277Good Morning Blogit Crowd- I don't have alot to say today...struggling to maintain my (very limited amount of) sanity. I am still not working, and although my grades are reflecting the extra time that I have on my hands (which I am happy about), I am getting more and more frightened about the...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/NovemberRain_08/601533What if you are Him? What if I am Her? Every minute in your presence excites me and leaves me waiting in anticipation for your next move. I love the way we talk, and all of the things we explore as friends. What if you are Him? What if I am Her? Your eyes and your subtle moves are like a story...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/NovemberRain_08/601461My youngest brother is in a boot camp for young men who have gotten into trouble and also have drug and alcohol issues which led them to be where they are. Two weeks from today, he will be graduating from the program with honors for outstanding behavior and leadership. I just sat and wrote him a...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/NovemberRain_08/599702So much happens, so quickly, it seems. I got laid off, and even now as I sit here and write this I really have no idea why, because the reasons they gave make no sense. I just have to believe that it all came and went for good reasons, that hopefully new doors are about to open up for me, better...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/NovemberRain_08/593185I walked through the snow one day and became aware of my tracks. As I looked behind me, my steps in the snow became crooked and sloppy. I tried to walk straight while still watching behind me. I couldn’t do both and do them well. I began thinking about how my life is like those tracks in the snow....