https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Nena_La_Reina/I write Because it lets me Escape from the real World and lets me Express my love and Passion!Please Feel Free to comment and Read all my Work Thank You 😊hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Nena_La_Reina/908006Sitting here so Broken wondering why my world is base of Hell, looking up with tears in my eyes asking god when will it be my time to shine, touch my heart make it bright once again, I'm here on my knees screaming why, so tired of holding stuff in so I write instead, with tears in my eyes head in the pillow screaming Why? There's burning in my heart feels like I'm going to die, so tired of being broken, so I wonder Why, I'm so messed up in my mind twisted at times, my thoughts are all I have...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Nena_La_Reina/907818Smile even when ur unhappy so they can't destroy you even morehttps://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Nena_La_Reina/907705Call me stupid but I always read between the lines, I study so much my eyes tend to fall out, I'll study you and learn more about yourself then you will ever know about yourself! I only do this so that I won't get hurt cause in the end it's not your feelings I'm worried about, call me harsh or call me a bitch it doesn't even matter because this is my life and I will not nor won't I let someone come into it, to what? Play chess cause the only one here that will get checkmate will be me because...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Nena_La_Reina/907605My Vows to Him I used to think that if I Emptied my Emotions on paper my Heart Would Eventually Unlock, I made it easy to be Loved yet I Refused to Love Back. I wasn't Cold Hearted, I was just Constantly Rewinding my Clock, this trapped me in one day I was Physically in the Present and Mentally in the Past. In my Mind, I was Free but my Reality was Locked, woke up in Complete Shock for how could I Live 1 year when it really was one Minute, standing in one spot... In Reality I can’t give you...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Nena_La_Reina/907549The Eyes are the Windows to the Soul, so what do you see a Torture Soul or a Soul that Hasn't Heal from all the History that was Placed, History of Destruction and Pain that wasn't chosen but was given, like a war that wasn't won but was fought, Stood Strong and never Gave up for I am History that Stays on Repeat therefore I will forever Stay Strong!https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Nena_La_Reina/907467Tick Tock tick tock can anyone hear the clock, I can’t and I’m standing right in front of it. Ears go Silent making my world silent, here standing, eyes open trying to see if anyone else can hear. Then I turned around and saw your smile so My heart starts to pound, your walking to me and I can finally hear but all I can hear is your steps getting louder, you’re getting closer and I start to smile, now you’re in front of me with a Smile oh how I can live for your smile! Your Lips start to move...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Nena_La_Reina/907448If I Slit my Wrist everyone would Judge me instead of asking me why, oh she selfish, she has a child and she does this, oh she wants attention, so they wonder why I hide behind a smile, there's no telling why, or is it? Because if they see a smile they won't really see the Broken Soul, or is it because I won't let them see my Broken soul? Either or, I hide behind my Words "I Couldn't Be any Happier" which Really means, I wish I was Happier! But You see that's how Life works now days having...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Nena_La_Reina/907401I may not be a Beauty Queen, But I am Pretty! I may not be a Man but I am Strong! And I may not have everything I want but I have everything I Need! I have a Man that I love and that Loves me and a Child that I Adore and that Adores me, They give me what all of you Pray for and that is "LOVE" which is Everything that I Need!https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Nena_La_Reina/907400Hurt is Pain, and Pain is Hurt, as Life is Life that Becomes a Desert!https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Nena_La_Reina/907398My Heart be Racing, that’s all y’all got to know! I have Butterflies and it's Been awhile! Smile from Ear to Ear and teeth showing, thoughts of being Next to him drives me wild, but to be Honest I have a wall up that is slowly coming down but questions in the back of my mind, is this what you want? Shall I pump the Brakes or shall I embrace these emotions, I don’t Know because it's been awhile. I know what I want but shall I go get it, or Shall I Stand Still? Not sure, but he drives me wild...