https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Mandalyn/This blog is about me being caged inside my denial, barred behind lies, trapped by a past that owns me. It is all about love and lust. A lot of it will come out in prose, but I hope you enjoy anyway.hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Mandalyn/320722I push and you push back. I'm trying to figure you out. Two steps forward and even steps more back. I look at you and see the prison you are in. No one can free you, nothing can brigthen your dark, and the past never changes or leaves you whole. I offer you honesty, but you do not understand me....https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Mandalyn/314245I knew he was courious, that there was an interest. I told him I wanted no trickery. He saw me, felt me, hunted me and kissed me. He is my dream of heaven; warm, beautiful and wonderful. We talk softly through the night, he tells me that something feels right. He was for a moment my home, my...