https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/GemsGirations/Gen's views on Life. Meaningless chatter that makes sense.hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/GemsGirations/656701WORDS DANCING AROUND IN MY HEAD: SWIRLING AND WEAVING AND SWAYING BACK AND FORTH: I CAN'T GET THEM OUT FAST ENOUGH; MY HEAD IS RUNNING FASTER THAN I CAN TYPE: DO I WRITE? OR DO I REMAIN SILENT? WORDS ARE OUR GIFT TO THE WORLD; OUR OWN SELF-EXPRESSION IS OUR PASSPORT TO FREEDOM: I AM JUST A RAT IN...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/GemsGirations/652555Raindrops are falling in my head. Can't stop them. They're my inner tears. I'm like a hamster on a wheel. Taking a cocktail of medications to make the raindrops disappear. They're still there. Been there for 5 years. I can't stop them. Me-the hamster on the wheel, Just keep breathing until it's...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/GemsGirations/647673"Give me salvation", she cried The desire to express and release her feelings deep within Her life is her canvas Her brushes are the tools she uses to transcend into her fantasy world Her paints are the vehicle through which she puts her passion on paper Her art is her soul "Give me salvation",...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/GemsGirations/647670I awoke from a crazy dream I was healed Self-saboage was a thing of the past My long hair swayed in the wind I structured my day with ease I deeply connected with my 11 month-old baby Anais I chose my favorite clothes which were a perfect reflection of me I was strong, uninhibited and carefree My...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/GemsGirations/647668Sitting with strangers eating chocolate, smoking cigarettes, and drinking coffee to pass the time away. Asking trivia questions to alleviate the boredom. Waiting...waiting...waiting... for our names to be called, to be put in the hands of the Masters we call Doctors. As fate would have it we spin...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/GemsGirations/647272SENSATIONS IN MY HEAD WHIRLING AROUND LIKE A TORNADO: I AM CAUGHT IN THE EYE OF THE STORM; SEARCHING FOR MY CENTER:::THE PLACE WHERE I FIND PEACE: THEY WON'T LET ME OUT UNATTENDED:::I AM LIKE A RAT IN A CAGE; DESPERATELY SEACHING FOR A WAY OUT; FOR MY CENTER; FOR MY SANITY: THE ROAD SEEMS LONG...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/GemsGirations/646789I've gone through the darkness and I'm searching for the light. Caught within mysef, inside a prison of my own making. Help me find the way out. I feel trapped, wounded, and hopeless. Show me life's beauty and help me find my passion for life once again.https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/GemsGirations/645808Everything is swirling around inside, going so fast, can't catch up. All over the place yet nowhere at the same time. Grey skies reveal the sadness within. The loneliness envelops me like a cloak. I stand transparent, vulnerable and lost. Want to find my way back from the chaos. Opening the door...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/GemsGirations/645562Not sure where to go, don't know what to do. The darkness beckons me and I turn to the light for solace. Pain and joy go hand in hand, I live in no-man's land. It's cold here and I search for you. Where are you? Out there? In me? In all of us? I contemplate the meaning of life and get too deep...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/GemsGirations/645500All caught up with moving around. Used to live in self-help and moved to journal. Liking my new home. Still want to help, me, you, all of us, as much over here as there. And if I'm here can't I still technically be there? Smoked too many cigarettes today, took a tranquilizer, lost my way....