https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ElysiaRambles/This is just a place to drop thoughts, ideas & ramble on! Happy, sad, angry or silly; it's just me... Other's comments might add to the rambling & actually make things fun! hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ElysiaRambles/554219I am much better now today than I have been in a while. I can eat food again, thank goodness & the sex on the brain trouble has passed. I had therapy today & feel stronger & more optimistic than I have in quite some time. I think I am hitting a point of acceptance. I now feel that whether we stay...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ElysiaRambles/553903I no longer feel like chopping my hair shorter. Now I find myself with sex on the brain & not just any sex but very angry sex. I am usually kind of reserved to a degree so this is a bit shocking to me. No worry I am not the type to go and cheat on my man even if he has cheated on me. I have been...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ElysiaRambles/553390Funny that every time I have a big change in my life I want to turn around & chop a few inches or more from the length of my hair...I don't understand the urge to do that, but it is there. I want to chop 5 or 6 inches from my hair now over the crap from this week. Then my hair will be just under...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ElysiaRambles/553387Yuck! Apples that taste like onions! How absurd & disgusting! I just tried some dried apples today from Del Monte & they taste okay until the 'after taste' hits you a minute or two later. It makes me think of onions. Oh yuck! And my stomach sure didn't like them much either. Just sickening! Yes,...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ElysiaRambles/553013I've been contemplating why a man would cheat on a woman he claims to love deeply. It could be that he hasn't grown up enough & believes he can still get everything he wants. It could be that he has low self-esteem & is very easily swayed by a complimentary word or an interested gesture. It could...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ElysiaRambles/551193In particular, what makes a kid tear up something that they really like or love? That doesn't make much sense. For example, my son made a cute over-sized storybook at school that he was very fond of & wanted to read over & over again each day for a week. Then on the last day of that week he read...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ElysiaRambles/551012I feel intense sadness when there is trash outside, but feel hopeless to help pick it up on my own, because I have to give as much attention as possible to my sweet special child because he does not understand dangers around him & is hard to listen. I can't just run over & pick things up & toss...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ElysiaRambles/550982When I was in high school years ago this elderly man kept crossing my path when I'd go for daily walks. He seemed really nice at first then he got a bit creepy after a couple of weeks. One day he proposed that I go home with him & said this line when he passed me on one of the sidewalks. I still...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ElysiaRambles/550981Kiss me, embrace me Love me like you do Kiss me, embrace me Show me your love is true The words keep sticking to my brain & then don't go anywhere. Maybe it needs time to form or it's just not meant to turn into anything. Only time will tell. Weeee!!!https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ElysiaRambles/550759Everyone would be happier with themselves to some degree if they could get themselves to the size or weight that they feel is right for them. More people would be happy & look how they want to if there was a way for overweight people who are trying to lose weight to be able to donate their fat to...