Sunday, June 17, 2007
So now I've written to Lt Governor Brown, so Governor O'Malley is next. I'm just writing to every bureaucrat and politician I can think of. It's a darn shame I have to do that just to get the State of Maryland to comply with federal law, but you gotta do what you gotta do. Spent 10 hours with Joyce... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
A Terrific Brain and boulders on heads.
Joyce says she's almost ready to go so I guess this will be a short entry. It was nice seeing David and Joe again and meeting David's wife. I sort of find it hard to think of David as anything but a giant brain but that's silly and seeing him today reminded me of that. He's really a terrific guy.... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, June 15, 2007
A pretty good idea and medicine kicking in maybe.
I thought it was a pretty good idea to write to Senator Kasemeyer and Delegate Bobo to inform them that Mr Stansbury is falling down on the job. I thought it was an even better idea to leave a message for Mr. Stansbury telling him that I had done that. I haven't heard from him which tells me that... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
The union wants me to write a letter to Mr Stansbury asking him to do what he's paid to do and send a copy his supervisor. I think that's too much trouble, especially when I'm sick. I'm just going to contact the governor's office. No sense in putting myself through any unecessary inconvenience. I'm... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, June 11, 2007
Feeling guilty about feeling guilty.
I can't believe I actually feel guilty about missing work when a) I'm too sick to work and b) the illness was caused by the job. Good thing I'm in therapy, I need it more that I realized. I have that meeting with the union tomorrow, they should be able to help me get reassigned. Mr Stansbury has... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, June 9, 2007
Better Health and a Fun Festival.
Doing a bit better now, so I've put off talk of going to the hospital. Might even make it back to work Monday if I continue to get better. Maybe going off the lexapro helped. Festival was great last night. Saw about 15 people I know. That woman who sat next to me on the step was wonderful. I... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, June 8, 2007
Going to the hospital maybe.
I feel lousy. Not getting any better. Scared. Scared I'll have to quit work and go on disability, if I can even get disability. It's not really that bad I don't think, but it feels that way. I thought I was getting better earlier when I tidied up my room a little, but now I feel as crappy as ever.... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
Frustrated, confused and depressed
Frustrated confused and depressed. That pretty well sums it up. I feel lousy and the doctor says I may have to accept that my moods are going to flucuate. Well I don't accept that. I can't and won't live in a state where I can't function half the time. I can at least stop taking the lexapro, cutting... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Feeling 148 and my long lost cousin
I'm 48 today but I feel like 148. The diarrhea is a new twist, makes me wonder weather my problem is physical or mental or both. Been debating whether to go to the support group meeting, I think I will At least I can enjoy the company of those folks on my birthday Heard from my cousin Michael... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Mysterious and Greedy
I feel darn good today. It's a mystery for sure. I see Dr Ashai tomorrow it will be interesting to see what she says. Maybe its because I cut down on the lexapro, it sure seems that way. Gonna give Sheila a call later see if she wants to go see that play over the weekend. It may seem greedy trying... Sign in to see full entry.