Big V's Ramblings

Tuesday, June 6, 2017

My Long Road Back - Part Twenty One

Crescendo - and Fade To Tears Meanwhile, back at the ranch… I mean at the psychologist's office, things were getting testy. He insisted on asking me the same questions over and over again, and he was driving me into a rage. At least three or four times a session, he would ask me, 'Why are your fists... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, June 5, 2017

My Long Road Back - Part Twenty

Kids Say The Darnedest Things! Now what had attracted my dad to my mom is beyond me, and I guess none of my business. He was soft, quiet, and loving. He had been raised by a mother that was the same way. Why he married, a woman who was loud, boisterous, and domineering would be a whole other paper.... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, June 4, 2017

My Long Road Back - Part Nineteen

My Childhood Daze I started seeing this guy two and three times a week, and I always left highly irritated. While the other doctors had been content to let me talk about most anything I wanted to talk about, this guy kept talking about the same damn things all the time. It was an endless parade of... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, June 3, 2017

My Long Road Back - Part Eighteen

It seemed like forever before my appointment rolled around and the pressure began to make me edgy again. I became short tempered and my lost time episodes became more visible to me. I don't know if anyone else noticed it, but I sure did. I was scared. Even as far away as my mind was, I knew I was in... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, April 17, 2017

My Long Road Back - Part Seventeen

"Don't Turn Your Back On Him" It was by sheer luck I finally found a new man to talk with that did something not one other doctor had done before; he listened to me. I still think the difference in treatment was that he was a psychologist and not a psychiatrist. From my experience, I have found that... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

My Long Road Back - Part Sixteen

A Word From Our Sponsors I interrupt this story to give you some insight on 'the rest of the story.' I am discovering that working on this story has caused me more emotional problems than I ever imagined. I've experienced a lot of headaches and nightmares fairly frequently since I reopened this... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, March 28, 2017

A Pause

As I've posted, this is a real story and it greatly affected my life. While I suffered emotionally, physically, financially, and family wise, I learned a lot about Life during this time span. While I dearly wish I could have avoided a number of things that happened in this ordeal, in the end, I... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, March 27, 2017

My Long Road Back - Part Fifteen

Looking For The Whore - Doctor While I had jumped ahead a bit in the above couple chapters, I need to backtrack a bit. In all of my trips to see the doctors to which the state was sending me, most of them were utterly worthless. There was one man who did me the best favor a doctor could do without... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, March 26, 2017

My Long Road Back - Part Fourteen

Memories During the events of the following year and a half, bits and pieces of that night would come back to me. I would be doing nothing in particular when all of a sudden, my mind would snap back to that night. One time I was driving down a major downtown street of Grand Rapids and saw a... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, March 25, 2017

My Long Road Back - Part Thirteen

I almost went back into the house. I should have gone back into the house, but I decided I was going to the movies regardless. The last thing I remember was sitting on the corner of my Dad's drive making sure the road was clear. I can recall thinking that the road was clear and that I could pull out... Sign in to see full entry.

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