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It has been so long since I retired that I seldom, if ever, think about the days that I worked with patients taking psychotropic drugs to monitor metabolism, rates of poor compliance with disorders, and avoidance of toxicity.  Your writings are recalling to my remembrance just how interesting that was.

 

 

posted by TAPS. on March 25, 2013 at 11:36 AM | link to this | reply

Time

It actually took a long time. This is my status, presently.

I don't have the jeebs and there's no circular saw blade cutting through the concrete behind me. The phantom cat has departed and so has the feeling about being followed when there's no one there.

 

Other things have reared their heads. I'm seeing spiders where they're not, and out of the corner of my right eye I'm seeing other things such as JC in the hall when he's not there. I'm seeing insects cross my lenses and I'm hearing voices call my name, at home,

One was Ken Treaster, in the morning, three days ago and the voice of Missy when I was walking away from CMU, Tuesday night, a week ago.

 

My behavior has been disturbing to me and so has B's and D's behavior. For the first time both are bringing their laughter to the table.

 

JC said it best, "The smile on my face isn't a reflection of what's behind it."

 

I listen to the laughter behind their doors and keep waiting for them  to get violent

posted by 1jefferson3Walnut on March 25, 2013 at 9:47 AM | link to this | reply

I have had that experience with medications as well! sam 

posted by sam444 on March 17, 2013 at 9:32 PM | link to this | reply

well written down, one can feel the frustration and pain.

posted by Kabu on March 16, 2013 at 3:23 PM | link to this | reply

I'm assuming they eventually found it . . .

posted by JimmyA on March 16, 2013 at 9:03 AM | link to this | reply