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Re: Still reading...you've been thru so much...amazing the resilience you
It's amazing HOW you LEARN to be what you NEED to be in these kind of situations and YES all these things have made me WHO I am but I haven't become WHO I am NOW w/o a lot of pain, heartache and grief and it's not only MINE.  I used to think I didn't want anybody to know because I NEVER wanted anybody to FEEL SORRY for me.  I STILL don't want sympathy.  I've always KNOWN I was met to do SOMETHING pretty IMPORTANT with my life but have never been able to quite figure it out OR maybe I didn't want to or wasn't ready for whatever it was.  I truly believe that God has a PLAN for ALL of us but we have to be open and ready before we can HEAR it or SEE it.  Everything I've been through has been leading up to whatever it is.  Writing this stuff is bringing me closer to an understanding of what I'm met to do and I thank you for taking the time to read and comment about it..................I wish I had been smart enough to find something like blogit long before now.  I can still remain anonymous while "vomiting out" and I feel SAFE in doing so. 

posted by luweegie on March 12, 2011 at 10:47 AM | link to this | reply

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I wish I could have looked at it as such back then but I didn't "FEEL LOVE" from this woman at all.  I felt like a SLAVE in her house.  Preacher was so much more loving but he was seldom home.............SHE WAS LOVING to her own children who were much younger............

posted by luweegie on March 12, 2011 at 10:39 AM | link to this | reply

¢ I guess that you were the angel in the kitchen smock, cleaning up love. BC-A, Bill’s R®st

posted by BC-A on March 12, 2011 at 3:23 AM | link to this | reply

Still reading...you've been thru so much...amazing the resilience you
have!

posted by Ariala on March 11, 2011 at 6:00 PM | link to this | reply

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