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You it the nail on the head when yo said you never believed you were all those things your friend said you were, and now you have achieved more than you yourself expected yourself to do..so you are still trying to get your sea legs..be proud of yourself! You did it!! now move forward and make that new life for yourself..you have earned it!!/LOB
posted by
MsJudy
on June 19, 2010 at 9:47 PM
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I know that scared sick stomach.....I wrote all about it a couple of years
back.....I too went to University ...got my Nursing ....had teenage boys at the time....I travelled by mysef...not really caring if I lived or died....I was so scared and trying to be two parents and study and I was broke ...I married a nightmare and then pride kept me there for 20 years. Or something did anyway. 20 years and then I woke up to the misery my life had become and suddenly with a little chemical help I said to myself ..enough....and I left and found our Wiley. and now I live the dream, retired, a new country on a new continent. the love I always wanted....but the terror doesn't go away easy.
I still need medication...and always will.....I have nightmares ......I have skin eruption..nerves the dr. says...I have lost one son his wife and the children ...I believe forever.....I still suffer some anxiety and depression...but God brought me to Canada and to Wiley and to Blogit and as you say he takes care of me...of you. I am always here for you dear one.
posted by
Kabu
on June 19, 2010 at 7:47 PM
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