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Re: "Someone should tell her she's a brillinant writer with a beautiful
That reminds me of the time when I thought about telling a close friend, "I would tell you that you have chronic halitosis but I can't".

posted by mysteria on May 22, 2009 at 2:26 PM | link to this | reply

Re: you never know Sudanym...maybe secret ears hear your songs...
there is SO much that is unsEEn

more that is unknown

it's mysterious everywhere


posted by mysteria on May 22, 2009 at 2:24 PM | link to this | reply

texture...what a great name...it has substance
something for the mind to latch on to.  Your words and thoughts here are thrilling to read which causes the butterflies to dance in my stomach and the ladybugs to gather on my cheeks

thank you texture...

thank you

I aim for wholeness with very sharp eyes...


posted by mysteria on May 22, 2009 at 2:21 PM | link to this | reply

She "is" a beautiful writer and artist with a wonderful mind. You are right and you understand her depression better than I do. I want to stab it with swords and make it retreat, to take away its power. I am guessing that won't work. I am feeling helpless.

This monster, if outrunning it doesn't work, can you perhaps create it into a corner for longer and longer periods of time?  Your thoughts and expressions are exquisite. If I over simplify i do not mean to.

posted by texture on May 22, 2009 at 12:57 PM | link to this | reply

"Someone should tell her she's a brillinant writer with a beautiful mind", said pat the cat. "You do it" said Bo The Bear. pat the cat stared a hole in the ground.

posted by Sudanym_ on May 21, 2009 at 11:02 AM | link to this | reply

i did that one day or so but i lose patience. 2-1/2 one day, but i understate. Depression is not like Hell it IS hell here and now. "noone can see you  noone can here you  your mother doesn't love you"...From my song "IN HELL" which, probably like ALL my songs, noone will ever hear so fuck it. i thought i was like 4 today but bullshit to that. This is not what i meant to post.

posted by Sudanym_ on May 21, 2009 at 10:57 AM | link to this | reply

Mysteria
Yesterday morning I was on an up - about a 9 and so I used that to get through stuff, today it's the place i know - about a 2

posted by Azur on May 18, 2009 at 2:24 PM | link to this | reply

You can, you will, you have!

posted by tamlet on May 18, 2009 at 2:52 AM | link to this | reply

Your creative pursuits will be rewarding sooner than you imagine!

posted by hardilaziz on May 17, 2009 at 9:24 PM | link to this | reply

You will overcome, daunting as it is! sam

posted by sam444 on May 17, 2009 at 3:33 PM | link to this | reply

When I was able to outrun the monster of the morning
I didn't mind them at all

Then one day

I remember when

They caught up to me

Now they pay me back

for all the time I eluded them

it's hard to face so many demons

every morning

all the time

I will be so happy when i have learned enough to kill them forever


posted by mysteria on May 17, 2009 at 3:20 PM | link to this | reply

Great idea to write it down like that. I wish you peace, lots and lots and lots of peace. ~OTA 

posted by Blue_feathers on May 17, 2009 at 3:11 PM | link to this | reply

Write more poetry and gimme my scale back!

posted by teddypoet_TheGoodByeFade on May 17, 2009 at 3:07 PM | link to this | reply

Mysteria...
I don't think mornings are high on anyone's list of favorite things, but your's sound absolutely horrid.  You are right, creative activities make the day brighter.

posted by food4thought on May 17, 2009 at 3:02 PM | link to this | reply