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Rogue JAW!
My Rogue JAW,
Rogue frontal lobe
palm without skin
head pounding
jaw hairline fracture POUNDING
NO SKIN on outside of left arm
ACHING all over
both knees are all swollen
hurts to type
pursuit of science
is so rarely
understood
as my eyes try hard
to focus the white of the page I type
is such a busy glare
the head is pounding
tightly
with pain
inside
heart aching
hard to understand the violence
hatred
brings
just words
I think
some sounds
they should be easy to work out
BUT instead
hands wrap tight to neck
thumb
press in the jaw bone
now the bone are out of the place
where
once they sat nicely
my head
pounds
hands
ache
I am having trouble resting
with all the pain
in in body
head
and knowing this pain I know all to well
it will only get worse tommorow
the BLUE WALL
it has left me BEAT more than once
this is nothing new
to me
IT IS JUST ANOTHER
day behind
the BLUE wall
tommorow I will leave
they will hunt
me in the desert
I doubt I will be alive this time tommorow
eve
the Blue WALL is growing more deadly
they have been trying to kill me for some time now
I tried to speak
up for the last eight years
but so many
will just not hear
when there is a BLUE
WALL
we are deaf!
When there is a secret
WE ARE DEAF
we keep the secrets
behind the WALL
because we think its better
in this case
it will never stay a secret
one of my former lovers
in a high
ranking officer
in government
in the middle east
he watches
what they do
I doubt
this will ever be over
I fear for their families
I honestly do!
Another dear friend of mine
is not in government
but has been watching
the situation
I believe
my daughter
will never want
for anything
by the time this whole thing
is over
of that
you can be sure!
as they say they can call me many things but they will never say that I did not try to
tell them this was
not a good
idea
I kept saying it
over and
over
but my cautions
fell on
deaf
ears
some idiots
just refuse
to hear
when
they have
been asked
again
and again
to return
what
is not theirs
and then others
insist
on drugging
all the wrong
people
with the hope of covering up something
but then they make
a bad situation
even worse
and now
my condition
is much worse
the head
is really aching
since the thumb went into the jaw
I am not sure
what he did
but it seems
to be very bad
my head
is just pounding and aching
and it feels as it it will never end it hurts to swallow
or move the lower jaw
I think if I ever see him again I may
take a swift
slug
right to his chin
and see if he
likes
it But I hope I never see him again- I really hope
I never see him
ever again- I am leaving
this time for good
there is never an excuse to hit
or abuse
a woman
and this BULLSHIT
I have NO FUCKING IDEA
what thease IDIOTS are DOING
its LIKE A MILITIA
in TRAINING
ITS LIKE THEY ARE TRAING ME TO
BE IN THE ARMY OR SOMETHING
AS IF I WOULD EVER GO TO IRAQ
I HATE THIS ADMINISTRATION
AND THIS WHOLE FUCKING WAR
I WOULD RATHER DIE ON THE SPOT
THAN EVER
DO THAT
I WISH THEY WOULD JUST KILL
ME
and stop fucking torturing
a woman with an existing disability
it is beyond stupid!©
posted by
Harvardgirl_global
on May 13, 2008 at 1:35 AM
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Harvardgirl global,
You told some hard truth here! I am certain of the outcome if we do not speak up.
posted by
Glennb
on May 12, 2008 at 11:47 PM
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