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Temple...
Hello, precious Gal.
posted by
jacentaOld
on June 21, 2008 at 8:10 AM
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Re: benzinha
Happy Birthday!!
I hope to really return, but I've said that before and life gets in the way. I agree with you about gifts, and I'm so glad you felt that this was one. You know you are very special to me, so your words mean a lot. I think of you often.
posted by
Temple
on March 6, 2008 at 2:47 AM
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Re: Jacenta
I wish I had more people like you in my life ... they all seem to be in far away places. Although friends can send love, it would be nice to have someone actually by my side. I was lucky then because I did have some wonderful friends, and started seeing a good friend of mine -- we were all close. I didn't deal with it in the best way, but I had people and life bubbling around me. I love what you said about chapters, and I do hope that my next one is good and full of happiness. I can't promise forever, but I can promise right now -- I have to rediscover what there is to live for. Thanks for your sweet words and thoughts.
posted by
Temple
on March 6, 2008 at 2:44 AM
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Re: Holy Grail
I didn't even mean to write that blog, it just came out. There is so much more, too, hopefully I can keep it up. When I talked about giving up, it was on living (I hope that's not what you meant) ... but when I tell myself how everyone will get over my death and the pain was too great to worry about others, I look at Petie and Scrapper. Who would ever love them like me? What would they do? Petie is always attached to my side and Scrapper doesn't like everyone, plus she's 14. Sounds silly I guess, but I always wondered if the universe made sure I have a fuzzy guardian around as the last bastion of reason. I have let one person strip me of so much, and all I wanted was to love him. Life is hard on those like us, I guess we have to just keep working towards what we want. Thanks my friend for your empathy, and I send all my love back to you and your fuzzy guardian.
posted by
Temple
on March 6, 2008 at 2:33 AM
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Re: sam444
I'm glad to know that I'm not the only one on that journey frequently! Life often forces to look at things we didn't want to. Good luck on your self-discovery. :)
posted by
Temple
on March 6, 2008 at 2:26 AM
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Temple
posted by
jacentaOld
on March 5, 2008 at 6:09 PM
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Temple, today is my birthday and you have returned. What a gift for me.
I have always told people that true gifts have no depth, no width and no height as they are nebulous, priceless, wondrous things. Thank you for this one.
posted by
benzinha
on March 5, 2008 at 3:19 PM
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Temple
Dear Temple, do you know how sad this made me feel to know what you have gone through. I just wish you knew that I wish I'd been there for you when you decided living was just too much. I would not have left your side. I use to say either life was too long or too short, (too long to be unhappy and too short, because time changes even the good things) but now I am just thankful to be alive and I am thankful you are alive. I am convinced life comes in chapters and I want your next chapter to make you realize how very unique and special you are. I can picture your face, your beautiful hair and I sense that you do have a rather unique sense of humor.You have so much to want to live for. Promise me that you will hang on forever and forever for just around the corner, in your next chapter, you must know you are a bundle of great possibility. I send you my love and caring, Temple.
posted by
jacentaOld
on March 5, 2008 at 11:06 AM
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Lord, honey, I am so sorry. I didn't even know the half of it. I cancelled my account here last night, and my myspace because I was ready to check out. I just feel like I can't do it anymore. but something brought me back, at least for now. I feel for you SO. I wish I could do something. I wish life treated us better, those of us who just want to give love and light. but it doesn't. It's hard to find the strength to keep moving on, isn't it? all my love, M.
posted by
Holy_Grail
on March 5, 2008 at 10:06 AM
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One must journey into their inner being to discover the importance of their existence and the fruition thereof. I don't know how many times we need to start over but I do it frequently and not of my own accord. We must seek and discover with each new day! sam
posted by
sam444
on March 5, 2008 at 7:44 AM
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