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Re: LovelyLadyMonk
I don't guess you knew. I hadn't really said much about it before and was only diagnosed with it for sure  August of 2006. It's a lot more common than people think.

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on June 26, 2007 at 11:47 AM | link to this | reply

OMG Joelz...

You have MS?  I'm not sure whether I actually knew that or not.  A friend of mine and Roommie's has it, too.  I pray every day someone will find a cure for that horrid disease.

posted by lovelyladymonk on June 25, 2007 at 9:22 PM | link to this | reply

Wiley...
I'll be going back to Gypsy after the 30 days is up they put the limit to. I know you're there for me and it's much appreciated. I'll email you as always and will make sure to flirt outrageously when I do lol.

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on June 25, 2007 at 1:28 PM | link to this | reply

Offy...
Believe it or not... cussing at the computer screen always makes me feel a little bit better lol. And I will try to make you guys laugh occasionally. Besides that... thanks for the love and support.

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on June 25, 2007 at 1:27 PM | link to this | reply

Julia
Thanks for stopping by and I think it will help to use this as that outlet.

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on June 25, 2007 at 1:26 PM | link to this | reply

Saul...
I'm actually not a huge fan of theirs but they have some good lyrics!

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on June 25, 2007 at 1:25 PM | link to this | reply

MadamShy..
Much like Wiley says I'll always be Gypsy... you'll always be Nymph to me lol. Thanks for the email address and the love. I'll email you soon.

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on June 25, 2007 at 1:25 PM | link to this | reply

TAPS
I try to keep the humor going so I don't sink too low. Thanks for the well wishes!

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on June 25, 2007 at 1:24 PM | link to this | reply

Powder_Jolez
I still think of you as my Gypsy so now you have that to deal with as well luv.We have been buddies a long time it seems like, I think we kind of carried one another through this field of pain we call life. You know I pray for you every morning as I've done for a long time, and I would make you a chalice and send it you if I knew where to send it luv. Bon courage my lovin' friend.

posted by WileyJohn on June 25, 2007 at 11:57 AM | link to this | reply

PS...as for what you have left I can attest to the fact you have made us all smile..

posted by Offy on June 24, 2007 at 1:01 PM | link to this | reply

Powder
Damm it...I am so very sorry to hear all this. I don't know what to say to you except writing has to be a good vent, but that ain't gonna make you feel any better...I am very very sorry! I love the shit out of you~

posted by Offy on June 24, 2007 at 1:00 PM | link to this | reply

It is an awful lot to deal with in one lifetime
and I really don't know what else to say, except that it's nice to see you back and using this outlet to express your feelings.

posted by Julia. on June 24, 2007 at 9:36 AM | link to this | reply

I'm a huge Hoobastank fan, Powder Jolez. Their lyrics remind me of
songs written by Kansas, the music a little less classical.  But what they lack in classical training, these guys make up for in catchy rhythms.

posted by saul_relative on June 24, 2007 at 9:00 AM | link to this | reply

Damn, I don't know what to say :~( ........I love you!!

 - madamshyness@aol.com

 

posted by _Symphony_ on June 24, 2007 at 6:49 AM | link to this | reply

Powder_Jolez
I'm so sorry to hear of your added unwanted diagnosis.   How could one not be angry at learning this about themselves.  I'm glad that you have returned to blog about your grief and frustrations.  But, even with that added pain, knowing you just a bit, I'm sure that at times your wonderful sense of humor will shine through and show strength and courage that, at this time, you might feel that you have lost.

posted by TAPS. on June 24, 2007 at 1:08 AM | link to this | reply

Ari...
Always a pleasure to see you around. I look forward to the chat.

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on June 23, 2007 at 11:51 AM | link to this | reply

Proc...
I hadn't really looked at it that way. Probably because I have yet to see past how I feel about things at this point. Thank you for your input.

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on June 23, 2007 at 11:50 AM | link to this | reply

Strat
I didn't mind the length of your comment. Thanks for taking the time to both read what I wrote and responding to it in such an honest way. I'll keep what you said in mind.

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on June 23, 2007 at 11:49 AM | link to this | reply

Hey girl, welcome back...I am not on much currently, but will be back
soon...we shall chat!

posted by Ariala on June 22, 2007 at 7:45 PM | link to this | reply

your writing is honest and straight up. When all the chips are down
we see the real person.  Thanks for sharing your inner person with us,the good,the bad,the ugly.  Most of life is superficial BS and its a gift to share this difficult journey with you.  Most books and life-affirming talks are trying to teach us how to live.  You are teaching us how hard it is to die.  Someday we are going to be in your position and that is your gift you leave behind, that its okay to question,to be angry and resentful,to dread the future or lack of it and to handle the dark thoughts that are a part of this process. Thank you for your tremendous gift.

posted by proc on June 22, 2007 at 12:05 PM | link to this | reply

Powder Gyps,
I think what you're writing here is both extremely powerful and will do a lot of good.

We are, by and large, a silly, sheltered, euphemistic society. Almost no one ever slips off gently into that good night -- it's a battle every day over something, and then some get heaped with more crap than others. Nothing really makes sense, when it comes right down to it.

Therefore, to me, it makes absolutely no sense for some fucktard to out with some platitude(and I'm guilty of it myself, occasionally, as I am, in fact, a card-carrying fucktard) and expect the person on the receiving end of it to find any solace whatsoever.

What you are going through is as real as it gets. I can't imagine not being angry about it. Therefore, I would think not only is it okay to express real feelings about it, but it is downright necessary, and would be silly, unnatural, and detrimental not to. And I think it's helpful for others not in that position to get even the dimmest glimmer of what you're dealing with, and realize what it really is.

To sum up that over-long epistle, I'd say, hell yes, your writing -- and your life -- is helping, it's making a mark, it's making an impact, probably on a hell of a lot more folks than you think.

Anywho, sorry about the lengthy soliloquy. Take care!




posted by strat on June 22, 2007 at 11:07 AM | link to this | reply

Troosha
If my writing how I feel helps anyone else it's definitely a plus. I appreciate your comment and thank you for stopping by.

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on June 22, 2007 at 9:55 AM | link to this | reply

Powder
Your journey is a reminder to all us to not take each day for granted and to not waste time with B.S.  I was touched by your post and it woke me up, so to speak. 

posted by Troosha on June 22, 2007 at 9:48 AM | link to this | reply