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Decshak
Thanks for your advice. Jay made the decision for me; he said he loved me and to GO! He wouldn't want me to miss a trip like this. I'll be rooming with me sister, a nurse and one that's used to taking care of me. I finally got someone to talk to me about it. My sister. I'm really going! Pinch me!!
Cee 
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on April 20, 2007 at 1:11 PM
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PROC-
Jay said he wants me to go. He wouldn't want me to miss this. Wow, what a guy! He said, "I love you." That's why he wants me to go.
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on April 20, 2007 at 1:07 PM
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Re: I can't read your post Miracles....
I thank you for coming back. It wasn't contagious, just annoysome!!
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on April 20, 2007 at 1:04 PM
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Re: Ive just read the rest of your comments and the one to Bhaskar.
Proc-
I reported it to Shaycom and they straightened it out. It wasn't catching, thank goodness. But it WAS the song; very long and slowing everything down.
I appreciate your comments and your coming by.
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on April 20, 2007 at 1:02 PM
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I can't read your post Miracles....
I tried three times and my computer also froze & kicked me out. What's up with that?
posted by
roadscross
on April 20, 2007 at 7:41 AM
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Ive just read the rest of your comments and the one to Bhaskar.
I stopped coming to read your posts because everytime I came to your site my computer would freeze up and stop working. I was scared to come today and am surprised to find it working.
posted by
proc
on April 20, 2007 at 12:44 AM
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This is a hard one. The decision really affects you and Jay. Make it for
both of you.
posted by
proc
on April 20, 2007 at 12:39 AM
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GO! I turned down a trip to Greece many years ago because I
couldn't afford it and I've always regretted it.
posted by
WindTapper
on April 18, 2007 at 9:45 PM
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You are indeed between a rock and a hard place.Hope you can work it out!
A couple of smiles
One from me and one from =^..^= Bo!
posted by
Whacky
on April 17, 2007 at 8:23 PM
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I would not go without Jay darling. 'struth
You will need him. Even if u don't, he will worry endlessly about you...productivity will sag. Take him...either way, here at home, ot together in fucking wonderful greasy Greece! shalomfromneil
posted by
ILLUMINATI8
on April 17, 2007 at 4:05 PM
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still stuck, hey, Cee..............
I bet you're beginning to wish he'd never offered. Well, Sweetie, I hope you can work it out. Don't worry about what anybody thinks except Jay or your doctors. And, stop that swearin' - it doesn't become you. lol
posted by
MaggieMae
on April 17, 2007 at 3:23 PM
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Bhaskar-
Thank Goodness you see the spirit within! The music is back on the religion blogsite and clearing the cookies doesn't make it go away. I will heed your advice and let it subside on its own. I thank you for your support. I think I will have to start printing my blog and close it down and start another.
Lady Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on April 17, 2007 at 11:06 AM
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LadyCee,
Sorry to hear that this should be happening to a lady of your standing, so overflowing with love and kindness of the spirit. Don't worry. Things unwarranted and uncalled for die down their own death in time if you ignore them. I'll certainly keep in touch with someone so elevating as you, why not?
posted by
Bhaskar.ing
on April 17, 2007 at 9:02 AM
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Bhaskar-
I may have erased the cookies! I think Mike, the ex-2nd husband who called me a stalker, has been tracking me -- talk about calling the kettle black!! So I eliminated the offending email I suspected held the invisible code as well as wiped out all the cookies. The code was somehow imbedded in the text so even deleting it wasn't enough. I had copied the thing to a word document. What gave me the clue was that my religion blog had music, from a word document onto which I had copied some verse. The music code stayed imbedded within that blog site of mine, regardless of what I wrote. The music played. When I eliminated Mike's email word document, the music stopped! Hmm, I wondered if God was trying to tell me something. (Mike had said I was listening to voices in my head; I was delusional, mentally ill and needed professional help.) When I dragged that document onto the desktop and opened it up, the music started. Both documents were affected but had no connection. The next time, I had to erase the cookies and delete the offending document to stop the music. I think it means I stopped his tracker, too.
That may explain why you can't see my blog but not help you on seeing it!! And I am just speculating. His email was not signed so I can't prove HE wrote it, legally. He demanded I not contact him and I have not, except on Christmas Eve I sent him a URL of a "Silent Night movie" which talked about the spirit and Christmas, etc. It was in no way a threat. No fatal attraction Glenn Close coming at him with a butcher knife. I have never been anything but very nice to him. I love him in spite of his anger. But that is what love is; for me it is a forever feeling which can be suppressed, but I can't brush that aside by labeling it delusional. He said he has no more delusions and the only feelings he has left for me is disgust and contempt. And then he infects my email with what may be an illegal tracking device. He works in Silicone Valley, upper management, with a bevy of IT engineers at his beck and call. But there I go, writing my heart again. Bhaskar, my heart is so full of love that it doesn't understand this unkindness toward me. I don't know what I did to offend him so other than not love him. He'd carried that burden of why I didn't chose him over my husband 31 years ago and when he finally won my heart which I gave freely and we were planning a new life together, he abandoned me, just like that! He said contacting me was the biggest mistake he ever made. That decision almost ruined his life! (I almost abandoned my OWN family to move away 1800 miles to be with him. And he almost ruined HIS life.) My family called it my midlife crisis, my fling, my folly, and to prove love is so powerful, they took me back in with open arms and forgiveness. They see Mike as pretty weak, a "pussy and a chickenshit." (Quoting my husband and my daughter.)
I was just about ready to post a new blog under religion. Let me know if you are still having troubles and I may have to close it down and start anew. I appreciate your candor and giving me your eyes while I lamented for a while. I do read your posts but haven't been commenting lately because I ponder on them and my time runs short and I don't have an appropriate answer sorted out in my head. I am too verbose! I spend an hour trying to figure out an easy answer. And you get a blog!!
Take care and keep in touch, Bhaskar!
LadyCee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on April 17, 2007 at 8:52 AM
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The way you write your heart out is class. Can't open your religious blog,
somehow. The moment I click the comment page, my computer gets stuck. Am clueless as to why?
posted by
Bhaskar.ing
on April 17, 2007 at 8:00 AM
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LadyCee, the way your heart out is class.
posted by
Bhaskar.ing
on April 17, 2007 at 7:57 AM
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