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Dear sannhet,
Have you read "The Celestine Prophesy?" It's a lousy story but the points he makes made me stop and reevaluate many people who had crossed my path and what I might have missed by not paying more attention. I remember when I was 18 and working at a "Gibson's" store (predecessor to WalMart). A man stopped at my counter one time and told me, "I come to this store everyday just to walk by here and see your smile." He told me,"You're ALWAYS smiling." I thanked him profusely and told him not to be a stranger but come say a few words to me. I wouldn't have noticed him had he not stopped. I retell this story now because I've become convinced that God's Love and Light just spill out of some people and hopefully I'm one of them. Mike thought so. When I "emote," I think that is the Goddess's doing. She's the emotional one. God is so full of pure Love it doesn't have time to deal with our day to day emoting. That is the Goddess, who is one with God. Same difference, but the Yin and the Yang. My answers today could each be blogs. So you may read this an a post someday! :-) Thanks for leaving me your thoughts and for reading my blog!! I do appreciate it and pray that your family is doing well.
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on January 13, 2006 at 9:08 AM
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Dear Maine-iacPreacher,
I am glad you are able to see and feel my faith. I can only credit God from whence it comes. I just "know" it to be true and I trust in my feelings and and open to seeing and hearing and heeding the signs or he ideas that just pop into my head out of nowhere. I trust God implicitely. I LOVE God and my Goddess with all I am because their Love is what keeps me here, keeps me hopeful, and most of all, beams out from them through me. Their love touches everyone I touch, I know it, and it took something tough to break through my husbands cocoon. But a miracle occured and 1500 miles away, the same happened there. We had to compare notes, but when that cleared up a few months of tense email correspondence, we hit a new level and he was noticeably distant again. That is when he said goodbye and I started blogging the very next day.
Sorry, your beautiful message got me going! I'll save it for the blog!! Thanks for reading!!
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on January 13, 2006 at 8:53 AM
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Maggie-
I have to answer your question first. I really had NO longings going into this correspondence. It was Mike who had the un-answered questions but he had no longings to begin with either. We we two old married people saying how have you been, and this is my life since I saw you. Yet he was the one who said he had always loved me, his unrequited love, and had questions that had been unresolved. I eagerly agreed because we had always been that way. He was Yin and I was Yang; we fit together like a glove, then and now, but life led us on separate yet parallel paths. I know it was God who was in on this all the way. You'll see. I'll tell. You all know the ending because I'm living it right now. So keep your hearts at rest while I back up and tell the rest of the story. Maggie, today is day 6 and I'm making it!
Thanks for reading!!
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on January 13, 2006 at 8:45 AM
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cee, are you sure Mike wasn't in your head and the cancer
allowed you to do what you wanted to do all along? You needed to get to him to get the answer to all your questions and longings.
Well, we all know how that worked out and ended, don't we?
God bless you. You needn't wonder any longer. 
posted by
MaggieMae
on January 13, 2006 at 7:56 AM
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Hi, cee
True faith shines in times of dire personal problems .
True faith transforms a person into a miraculous person.
It seems you have true faith.
God Bless.
posted by
Maine-iacPreacher
on January 13, 2006 at 6:55 AM
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Cee -
I'm with you. There is a plan for each of us depending on what we need to learn, and each important person in our life is a part of the plan and is a part of our "family" in this reality.
posted by
sannhet
on January 13, 2006 at 6:26 AM
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Wow!!
posted by
Dr_JPT
on January 12, 2006 at 11:22 PM
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