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maralite made me cry...
Remain sweet ... and keep in touch
posted by
zephyr
on June 3, 2003 at 7:58 AM
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Zephyr
I thought it mean to just leave quietly fading into the last day of my subscription. I had come to know people here and some are very sensitive and would have done the "did I do something thing," I didn't want that to happen. As it is I received several emails.
Overall I loved BN, I loved reading the work of other writers and commenting, I made more than enough money to pay the dues, even the new dues had they applied and they didn't, and I made some new invisible friends.
Frankly, there is a ferocious mean cold-hearted bitch part of me that will stop at nothing until I win. I don't want to give life to that person again, she was coming up too many times lately- that is not who I want to be. So my leaving has to do with me and who I want to be, not really anyone at BN. I did not want that rotten apple part of me to justify flinging ill thought words of pain-- I have chosen a higher road. On Sunday and again yesterday I quietly said some mean things to a BN member-- I regret that. I'm glad I can start fresh today. I need to get some fresh air, meditate and write.
I just wish everyone could "be nice"--maybe that's not the way of the world--but it is a unique opportunity to make it the way of BN.
posted by
maralite
on June 3, 2003 at 5:34 AM
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