http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ggXpress/This is a surprisingly journey with my spiritual guides and fairies and how they helped me to unblock my supressed past so I could get more insight and wisdom into my life. hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ggXpress/5810912 nd meditation Silverspoon came almost immediately. She stood on the top of my head and banged on my crown chakra with her little spoon of silver - over and over again. “What are you doing that for, Silverspoon?” She smiled and giggled; “You should open it up, all up, Goldbeam.” She moved to my...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ggXpress/579857“The most important is that you reacted according to what you believed. It’s from that point you started to create your fear.” “That can explain why it has come up for me that mum had a long and hard birth. What I had interpreted as a fetus had made me believe I wasn’t wanted. I was filled with...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ggXpress/578710I told Genio what had happened during my meditation, and asked: “What do you get from the separation of my bodies and the symbolic significance? First it was my mental-body; on guard, trying to figure out what was happening, then my causal-body - why was it so scared? And so my ether-body; why...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ggXpress/577356Chapter 6 Causal Saturday 26 th February 1 st meditation Silverspoon came to me in the beginning of my meditation; “Hi, Goldbeam, just relax, I’ll be back with you in a minute......okey??” “OK!” I slumbered deeper into my subconsciousness and found peace and quiet. After many ‘long minutes’...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ggXpress/576156Chapter 5 Inherited patterns Friday 25 th February 1 st meditation An inner voice spoke to me; ‘silent and empty - silent and empty’ and I knew this was the ‘lesson’ for my first meditation today. I worked with focus and to ‘let go!’ Everyday-thoughts and memories from my past came into my mind...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ggXpress/576152I told Genio about my conversation with Kahn. “Consciousness is a difficult subject,” I said. “The consciousness is really a key, but it’s like the consciousness embraces everything. I know that to develop and use my consciousness is to stumble, but I have to learn that way – but tell me; how far...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ggXpress/5736502 nd meditation I felt uneasy and tired and couldn’t under any circumstances manage to go on with my meditation. I wondered what was going on, I felt totally worn out and impatient and it felt like I was invaded by thousands ants. I looked at the watch, 15 minutes had gone but I couldn’t hold out...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ggXpress/572375Chapter 4 Separated bodies Thursday 24 th February 1 st meditation I sat down, closed my eyes and followed my breath into a deep state of mind. I heard a voice inside of me recited; ‘You have separated your bodies.’ Silverspoon came - and I followed her to the cliff where she continued to give me...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ggXpress/571140“So you dared to let go together with your feminine power Silverspoon today? That’s good!” said Genio when we afterwards sat together in the dining room. “Yes, a little tinge-ling in my stomach in the beginning but it turned out very well.” “What do you mean with separated bodies, did she give...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ggXpress/569846Chapter 3 Jumping with Silverspoon Wednesday 23 rd February 1 st meditation Silverspoon didn’t appear, I sat all ‘by myself’, focused inside of me and at last drifted away into a peaceful and quiet meditation. 2 nd meditation I had ants in my pants. I didn’t know why but my body distracted me...