Cancel the Party - Blogithttp://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cancel_the_party/essays, poetry, stories, life, other thingshourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00New Fidelityhttp://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cancel_the_party/557316Once, thinking on ships on fresh water on an ongoing clear day, saying stay the night all of them, saying something about sharks and about genius, saying nothing at all there was always lingering the line like a shot. To the heart came every one of those nights that followed, faces arbitrarily...I am done with biology.http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cancel_the_party/557246I do not know where the line came from I admit it: crossed or to cross out some other ordinary world I hate everyone and am still so worried what they think of my body in the corner of a page, worried of their distant opinion of my I and you, and oh how many you’s there have been how many I state...commencement and afterhttp://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cancel_the_party/556843I work in the day. There are only two propects that keep me from sleeping: sex and writing something good. The first endeavor can help the second, but the second almost never helps the first. Being new where I am (traveling arbitrarily), and what seems like everywhere in my life right now leaves...An Anna Musinghttp://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cancel_the_party/556803The silence after wait is the suspension of a bullet, of ejaculate We can't look at this in a static way He tells a truth of it these bones to keep from falling, to keep from sleep wrists of sticks built to curve with a jaw gone slack The same bones suspend in rest, a structure needing static...openinghttp://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cancel_the_party/556787Weeks ago something ended and something else began. I am trying to figure out what these things are. I thought going back to California would help me, and it did as far as the Pacific ocean re-orients anyone who grew up next to it and then left. But now I find myself typing on a French keyboard,...