http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ComplexSimpleThoughts/A perspective on life from the eyes of a complex simple woman.hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ComplexSimpleThoughts/637052The truth is what it is, yes? Yes, I believe it is. My question lies not in the truth rather the absence or cloaking of the truth. For if everyone acted truthfully, said the truth, and just plain lived the truth the world would not be in the place that it is in. Our lives would not be in the...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ComplexSimpleThoughts/636256Why is it that when you are a kid it is perfectly admissible for you to have a comfort item. Be it a football (yes I've heard of this), a blanket, a toy, or even a book. As children they accept you having these but after a certain age people find it a little alarming and dare I say, weird!!! But...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ComplexSimpleThoughts/635723As I walked into church yesterday I could feel the weakness in my knees. I was so tired. I've been so tired. It was going to be a day of testimonies, baptisms, and accepting new members. A good day. I thought that I would be lifted up by our worship but from the moment the first song pursed...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ComplexSimpleThoughts/635559Where did it all go? My thoughts, my energy. He can not do this to me. Only if I let him. The common dilemma; a tale of two selves. Think I'm kidding you should hear inside my head... One says bawl the other says stand. One says walk away the other says fight. Is it as simple as good verses evil...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ComplexSimpleThoughts/635316So this is going to sound really strange... I love to draw. I suck at drawing. Go figure. Anyways the only thing that I do draw are hearts. you know the symbol of a heart. Getting to the thing that is going to sound really strange. I was in the shower and drew a heart on my shower wall. It...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ComplexSimpleThoughts/635165To me Love is like honey. It sits on your tongue so thick and warm, and attracts many from miles away with the glow that it begins to produce in you. It's a word that can't just sit in my mouth but must be expressed and shouted from the roof tops because it is of the utmost of joy and blessings....http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ComplexSimpleThoughts/634542After two weeks of taking care of my sick husband it turns out two days too late that he had contracted the H1N1 virus. And to most people they recover like they do a normal flu but to people like me with asthma we are at high risk. If I had only known I presume I would have had to leave the...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ComplexSimpleThoughts/633599There are these days... some in which you wish you could just stay in the moment but just as the moment is there soon it too shall pass. So happiness in but a fleeting thing. For just as it brings joy there looms with it a bit of sadness for knowing that it won't last much longer and who knows...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ComplexSimpleThoughts/632965I feel like I'm loosing my mind. I'm doing things that seem borderline crazy or maybe they just are plain crazy and I'm too scared to admit that to myself. Oh... what am I turning into all because I'm so confused. Instead of being confused I can just fall to my knees and give it to God. So then...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/ComplexSimpleThoughts/632259I can't do it. Not just yet. I don't want to walk in there and lower myself to hug him. I don't. Not yet. Though no one can make me I know that it's what I need to do. Not that I get it in return or anything like that but I'm still me and dang it no matter what people try to do or what the devil...