Cindy's Journey - Blogithttp://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Cindy7/This is my living testimony of how God will bring healing and restoration to my marriage. I have recently reconciled with my husband after 4 months of seperation. We are dealing with strongholds of addictions. And, now must weather through his infidelity while we were apart. I came to a cross-road when we spilt up. I could choose the road of divorce. Or, I could stand for my marriage, pray for my husband, and watch the power of God unfold in our lives. It's been quite a journey so far..... and the journey has just begun! hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00I'm Back ...and Still on the Journey....http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Cindy7/508416<sigh.........> I'm back after a year away with a new life and a new journey unfolding. Who could live a life such as mine and not write about it? I notice a few of you are still around...Sally...LostInLove....Ariella.. Join me as I share the love, tears, drama, and comedy that is my life. My...Insecurityhttp://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Cindy7/430231I started wondering today how long will I feel this lonely? It seems the more time I have spent with Rick this holiday, the lonlier I feel. Reconciliation has not meant fulfillment in the way I was expecting it to. When we were apart, I would fantasize about being back together...how happy we...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Cindy7/429439I never thought I'd wish for Christmas to be over. This was supposed to be such a Christmas to celebrate. The miracle of my marriage being restored. So, why are tears streaming down my face as I write this? Because this Christmas was painful. It was difficult. Why? (you ask only of you've never...Infidelityhttp://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Cindy7/428628Has anyone had to overcome infidelity in their marriage? I switched from writing in Religion and Spirituality to writing here in Relationships. I felt maybe I could find more support here since I am back in the relationship. I left my husband Aug 1st because our marriage was a disaster. His...Now that we are reconciled, the hard work begins.http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Cindy7/424280And, as happy as I am to have Rick back at home with us, it is not the fairy tale I envisioned. He is 2 weeks sober. He has not had a drop of alcohol, no drug use, and not once gambled. The condition of Rick's heart is still very sad though. I believe he has replaced these addictions with me and...Rick is moving back in!http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Cindy7/421240God has been moving powerfully in my situation! Rick has had a significant heart change. We have been spending alot of time together this week...it's safe to say we're reconciled! We are starting counseling next Thursday. And, he will be moving back in tomorrow. We still have a long road of...God will never stop working in our lives http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Cindy7/419431God, who began a good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on that day when Christ Jesus comes back again. Philippians 1:6 Let this encourage God's holy people to endure persecution patiently and remain firm to the end, obeying his commands and trusting in Jesus....Small Miraclehttp://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Cindy7/418330Last night Rick and I met for coffee at Starbucks. If you've been following our story, you know this is just short of a miracle. Many things led up to our deciding to meet, all of which were due to my total obedience to God's voice. I am learning that God sometimes calls us to do things that go...Why are trials so painful?http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Cindy7/417237Trials happen to all of us. Sometimes daily. A trial can be the result of a huge promise that was made to us and then broken. Some trials drive us to want to give up life and run from everything. The pain can be unbearable. But each day when the pain arrives, we can rejoice, boast, exalt, and...The Condition of our Heartshttp://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Cindy7/415273...are written on our tounges. What we speak from the tounge reflect what is happening in the heart. I continue to pray boldly for Rick's healing. And as I do, his words are like that out of a demon's mouth. His facial features are hard. His eyes are his own, but not. He looks at me as though he...