Saturday, February 19, 2005
Saga Continues
Tuesday I did my 2 friends taxes even though I was swamped with school-work. So then I input some of my data, did my homework, went to bed at 3 am. Next day, speeding ticket. Pig sitting between 35 and 45 mph zones. I requested a "break" when he didn't return for 10 minutes, I knew it wasn't going...
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Friday, February 18, 2005
I've had Better
Wake up to screaming kids, rush around to get out the door. Put daughter on bus, take son to daycare, and off to school I go, High-ho. Taking 6 classes is a killer. I made dean's list in Fall. Everyday I pass a sex shop. After not having sex for so long, finally got a taste. It's V-day, so I finally...
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Monday, October 18, 2004
“How is ethics a source of hope, and hope a source of ethics?” ~ Final prod
Ethics are standards and principles depicted by responsible and acceptable social behavior. Hope is anticipating with desire, a fulfillment of good expectations or success. Ethics are built and based on hopes. Winston Churchill said, "we shape our buildings; thereafter they shape us." The strength...
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Friday, October 15, 2004
darkness
"It is so dark in here, come outside." No, I don't want to. Light may surround, but in the darkness is where I can be found. I don't believe life is sketched out. I do believe we are molded into our future selves when we are growing up. Here I sit in dark contemplation, over mistaken temptation....
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Sunday, October 3, 2004
How much do we actually know about our friends?
This came from my mom, thought it was worth sharing; it's a questionarre, a good way to get to know friends better. Read through the comments below about your friend and then make sure you read the instructions at the bottom. Have fun!! (this is mine, but was similar to my mom's;) 1. What time is...
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Saturday, October 2, 2004
Ethics intertwined with hope.
“How is ethics a source of hope, and hope a source of ethics?” (yes, I posted this in my New Blogervations, but I would really appreciate feedback - it's a scholarship essay)> Ethics are standards and principles depicted by responsible and acceptable social behavior. Hope is anticipating with...
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Friday, October 1, 2004
Look in the mirror
Feeling old and beginning to wrinkle, yet from a distance still look and feel younger. Tired eyes, filled with hurt and pain. Never would have expected our family to end up like this. Blood is not thicker than water. The water was toxic. Only an antedote could fix the mixed feelings left behind.
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Sunday, September 26, 2004
Generation Barrier
Broken - Against my better judgement, I told my Mom that I went to the doc. for anxiety. My mom used to think it was a sign of weakness to seek medical attention for something like this. She actually approved of it. "I probably should have done that years ago too." I was quite surprised and it was...
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Saturday, September 25, 2004
Come have a laugh!
courtesy of my mom, she does get some good ones!... Wisdom from Grandpa....... Whether a man winds up with a nest egg, or a goose egg, depends alot on the kind of chick he marries. Trouble in marriage often starts when a man gets so busy earnin' his salt, that he forgets his sugar. Too many couples...
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Thursday, September 23, 2004
Pre-postal
After almost breaking my hand this morning from punching the wall, which is very unlike me; however, it is the second time I have done such foolish behavior in the past month. So, broke down today and went to my doctor before I really go 'postal';{ He prescribed buspirone/buspar for anxiety. His...
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Saturday, September 11, 2004
I don't think like you
It is one of the coolest things about the BN, reading others thoughts as so many lay them out so givingly. My old high school sweetheart says I don't think like other ppl. He didn't mean it negatively, I dont think so anyway. I on the other hand wish my thoughts were different. Reprogramming would...
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Sunday, August 15, 2004
Results of visit
It wasn't awful. I don't feel as bad at this moment as I thought I would. My old AK roomie phoned and we have been phone tagging a lot so even though I wasn't in the mood, I called her. Then I returned a new friend from school's call. Then I popped a percocet which a great pal gave me;) Perhaps it...
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All dress up with somewhere I don't want to GO
Well, I still need makeup. If only I could apply some foundation that would give me strength and courage. I am going to skin the cat that steals my tongue when I go 'home'. Anyone wish to talk to the still somewhat happy ES because I don't know how I will return. If past is an indicactor, not good....
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Friday, August 13, 2004
Familial obligations
Sunday is the day. My middle sister is visiting and everyone except my oldest bro will be 'home'. Do I look forward to Sunday? Absolutely not. Should I be obligated to go? As much as I would love to see my niece and nephew, my middle sis and her husband and I have issues! Just my luck to have pms...
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
In my world
Going back home would be joyous. Past would stay where it belongs, everyone embracing the now - appreciating being alive and together. There would be no jealousy. All the children would behave well and speak in turn. Screaming only outside. We would play games, no one would fight. Happiness and...
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