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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

I am in love with

a blogger. I love the way he is so honest and open, even if it is not in his best interest. He stands up for what he believes in and speaks freely and fearlessly on his beliefs and opinions. I admire him, and I detest him. I want to be him. I don't have the ability to share myself in that way. I... Sign in to see full entry.

I have fluid in my pelvis

What the hell is that? I had to go for a sono today for the pain I've been having in my stomach. It turns out I have fluid in my pelvis either from a cyst that burst or PID. Won't know till all the tests come back. Made the King cry last night when I kept him up till two with nookie. Gotta love it... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, March 29, 2004

gotta love a booked schedule... and nookie

Mondays suck, have to get up at 6 to get my 4 year old on the bus, now I have 2 mins to blog before I have to get the baby ready dor his six month check up. I have four hours to write two letters of explaination for our bankruptcys to the mortgage broker, and then at 330 I have a doctors appt. Then... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, March 27, 2004

any insight would be appreciated!

Nothing exciting today, very tired. The king had to go into work today for a few hours so that shot the morning to hell, then he came home and took a 3 hour nap. I was up till 330 and was up at 830. Anyway, still trying to figure out if we are going to be going to Colorado or not. It's gonna come... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, March 26, 2004

I feel better now...

I had my cry, now I'm better. At least till next wednesday. I spent 2 1/2 hours faxing paprwork to Colorado for the mortgage broker. I don't particularly want to go to Colorado but it is the best thing for us to do if we want to get stable quickly. Florida would be a huge risk for us. We have taken... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, March 25, 2004

stupid, stupid, stupid...

I had therapy last night, hence the reason I didn't write yesterday. Immediately after I stopped at the liquor store, bought a bottle of mudslide, came home, had a glass, cried like a baby, and went to sleep. I am weak. The topic at therapy is why does my husband insist on believing that I am this... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

For how long will this shit end?

I have had the most miserable stomach virus for four days now. I can hardly get out of bed, I can't sleep, I'm shitting my brains out, I have a fever, yet, I must blog. Does anyone else have this problem? So this morning, after finally tumbling off to sleep at 330am, The King wakes me up at 630 to... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, March 21, 2004

MOM ON STRIKE!

That's it, I quit. The pay is shit, the hours are long and hard, and I now posess the verbal skills of a 2 year old. Phrases akin to "I have to go to the potty", or "I got an ouchy" now pass my lips more frequently than normal human speak. Will it ever end? My 5 year old is going to run for office... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, March 19, 2004

ever have one of those days...

Where your whole fucking world just comes crashing down around you? Well that was my day. The King decided he wants to go back to Colorado. Fine. We just blew 18,000 dollars on unecessary moving and training in the past year. Fuck the credits he was doing this for. Fuck the $4000 we're gonna have to... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, March 18, 2004

what the Fuc....

So The King called his old boss back in Colorado to let him know he wasn't going to be coming back, and his boss upped the anti. Now The King can become part owner immediately. It's still not full ownership, but it's better than what it was. So Colorado looks like it's back on the chopping block.... Sign in to see full entry.

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