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Saturday, October 13, 2007

Not dead yet

That's all I have to say. The girlfriend isn't talking to me and I threatened to call the police on the King if he came to the house last night. Life is grand. The one friend I have who really understand what I am going through cause she's been there herself, is too busy falling apart to really be... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, October 12, 2007

Two with one stone

So now I am fighting with both the soon to be ex-King and the girlfriend. I am fighting with the King because he will not lay off my ass. He has been following me around, emailing me regularly, emailing me a minimum of 5 times a day and if I don't respond within a half hour I am called and told to... Sign in to see full entry.

Does it ever get better?

So 3 years later I still come back and read the old entries and wonder how the hell I haven't managed to get my shit together. I mean really, it shouldn't be all that difficult. The King and I are in the process of a divorce, but I don't know if it will happen or not. He's a venville and controlling... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, March 3, 2006

Money makes the world go round

Well I'm a little relieved. Ok a LOT relieved. One of the reasons I was concerned about my fiture is becuase in June our mortgage will be going up almost 200 a month and we are already strecthed out past where we should be. With five kids there is never enough money. It's always something. Doctor,... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, March 2, 2006

I just don't know

I mean things are always the same. Nothing in our lives really ever changes does it? We as people always stay pretty much the same. Our whole lives. Our goals may change, our houses and spouses may change, our religions and dreams may change, but at our basic, most primal level we stay the same... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, February 27, 2006

Question for all you happy people

I have been told by many people that I am "afraid" to be happy. Well here's a little background. I am a "glass is half full, find the good in all things" kind of person. I don't like it. In fact over the years I have worked on perfecting my skepticism. But underneath it all lies this naive little... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Unbelievable

Well, it's been a while and a whole lot has changed. For starters the King and I got ourselves into marriage therapy, we're doing better, but parenting classes are defineately in his future. We actually separated for about 6 months and I stayed with my friends on the couch over night and then came... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, June 5, 2004

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeee

Are we having fun yet? I love roller coasters but now I want to get off. I feel like "where are we going, and why am I in this handbasket?" You know? I have to leave for work in 15 minutes so I'm just stopping by for a quikie. I need to vent. Well you all know my marriage sucks, lately The King has... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, June 2, 2004

I am having a massive pity party, grab a hat and join me

For the past two weeks I've been acting like a cat tied up in a laundry bag. I've been trying to escape. I've been trying to run away. And I have failed. I am still here. Everything is still the same. Except now I feel remorse. I feel remorse for my lost child hood. I feel remorse for myself, that... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, May 31, 2004

life is a funny thing

It is absolutely amazing. Life that is. One minute you think you have it all figured out, and the next BAM! Somthing strange, good or bad, comes along and throws you for a loop. You know what I'm talking about. Those moments when things seem to be getting sedintary. When everything is as you want... Sign in to see full entry.

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