I'm going to have a lot of fun writing from now on. No incessant worrying. Just gleeful exploration like that of a child. As children, don't we explore for interesting things so naturally? As adults, we seem to plunder around in constant search for some status quo. I don't want to be that person. I... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, February 24, 2007
A post from my past:
Is there anything more interesting than a pill head? Saturday, June 3, 2006 The fear of being judged-consider it a conquered fear...My Life... uPDaTed ~*~*~*~ Ill never quite understand why I do some of the things that I do. The pills for instance. Why did I take them tonight? I didnt really think... Sign in to see full entry.
From an Altered State of Consciousness
Tuesday, March 7, 2006 My temples. Its in my temples first. I become aware of my breathing more. Its slightly more difficult to breathe. I look at the room. It grows cloudy as waves of energy move about, vibrating around each object in the room. The only steady site is the monitor in front of me. My... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, February 23, 2007
Suffering from a syndrome known as
Tuesday, February 06, 2007 The "I meant to do that" syndrome; or IMTDT This syndrome is most common in stubborn assholes, bullied or formerly, bullied children, and cats. Much how a cat will slide across the kitchen floor, slamming into the cabinets and walk away as if it had meant to do that very... Sign in to see full entry.
"You think too much"
It's something people say when they see you struggling with something they don't understand. It's the only advice a person has to give when they don't realize the full extent of the problem. I'm never going to listen to another person who says these words to me. I may, at time, analyze things that... Sign in to see full entry.