Self Separation

After sitting on the train, I immediately regret having boarded. Hot tears pour from my sullen eyes, burning like sandpaper as they roll down my cheeks. I stare blankly out the window as the scenery turns into nothing but a swirl of hues. Knowing that our time was precious and that it would probably... Sign in to see full entry.

Sometimes it kills me when I realize how much I need you. All I do is think about you, hoping that you think about me too, if only for a moment. I'd do anything for you, but you'd never seem to notice any of this. Your scent lingers and your smile captivates me. I want so much just to run into your... Sign in to see full entry.

Loneliness comes strong as darkness moves in. Struggling so long, mind games of sin. I won't trust myself with you; this fight I cannot win. Your words so pure and true, confusion set within. I cannot break free; I cannot hide. You've captured me, though never tried. Seeming so strong, but weak... Sign in to see full entry.

I want you here, but you're out there. I need you near; it's so unfair. For once I find a gentle love, someone kind from up above. I wish you could see the dreams I've had; just you and me, forget the bad. I see us smile, we're happy now. It's all worth while. I don't care how as long as it lasts,... Sign in to see full entry.

Laughter, among other things, is what keeps us strong. We take the time each day to put a little extra effort in making someone else smile. Sometimes we are successful, yet other times we fail. We fail them in keeping them alive. The life you feel when someone smiles at you will be no more. It... Sign in to see full entry.

The pain of it all just swallows us whole. It won't go away, this urgent decay. I wait for the day to make myself known. The shadows display what wasn't shown. The sinister smile while my story unfolds, put on a trial, people so cold. Ice flows through veins, though my mind is in chains, heart... Sign in to see full entry.

As we keep growing, we go on knowing that no matter what, we don't get what we want. We try to survive, but can only hold on for so long before time catches up and destroys our carelessness and replaces it with the obsession and discomfort of knowing restrictions and limits, but only time permits... Sign in to see full entry.

I can't pretend that you weren't mine. I can't make myself forget. There was something there so genuine, but now there's just regret. I can't tell you I don't miss it, you won't tell me that you do. I'm trying to be explicit when I say that I want you. I miss your deep brown sultry eyes, your... Sign in to see full entry.

I tried to mend it, then tried to end it, but I couldn't pretend it didn't hurt me. It burns my ears, it burns my heart. Choking through tears, I'm falling apart. I will not confess that I'm just one big mess, but all of this stress engaged my duress. It's never complete, just seems to deplete me,... Sign in to see full entry.

Love, as it betrays us, does follow. Like the corpse that rots, it shall be known. It wades in the shadows and buys its time, waiting for the oppotune moment to strike. Though if it strikes upon already darkened hearts, there shall be no remedy, for it will be too late and too strong to ignore. It... Sign in to see full entry.