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Thursday, November 20, 2008

You see...

My mom was mentally unstable. I had to live with alot of hurts from yesterday and it was not even my fault. I hope it was not. I could not live everyday thinking how tortured her mind is and how she lives so miserable from day today always blaming so many things and throwing all of her weights to... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Let me tell you...

That I am struggling with the so called "acceptance". Everyday I walk down the street seeing normal people like me and I often wonder if they are carrying the same burden. Are they? Even when I am with someone I still don't feel that I'm accepted. I'd like to understand the reason my heart keeps... Sign in to see full entry.

Can I say Something..

Why is it so difficult for me to trust even "one" guy...? Am I too much..too demanding..? Am I? I'd like to give more of myself...but I can't. I keep holding myself to "me"..I can't give it all. But then again..am I that trustworthy? Am I able to love unconditionally? Am I? Maybe..its me who always... Sign in to see full entry.

Victim of trust

I do not know where to begin with. I don't think the man is the problem. It is me. I am nor pure neither evil. I am somewhere in between. I'd like to think of myself as someone forgiven but no I can't. His disgusted look and his discerning thoughts made me this way. I should not be in the... Sign in to see full entry.

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