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Thursday, February 19, 2009

It's almost over I hope

It has been a long week and a half. The events of being a victim while also trying to put things back together after my Mom died has been overwhelming. We still have to have all our locks changed and I need to get some white sage to clear the house. We have a new caregiver agency that is starting... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, February 14, 2009

Miss Daisey

Mom's cat Miss Daisey has finally made herself at home. She hid for the first week and cried all night. She got outside on Thursday and didn't come in for over 24 hours. She went back to Mom's but Blake couldn't catch her. She showed up Friday night and went out today again and came back tonight.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, February 13, 2009

I am in a frozen state of stress and panic at present

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I Made It Through The Day

We made it through the day. I actually slept fairly well last night even with Richard getting me up at 2:30am wanting to get ready to go. I got him settled down and back to sleep until 5:30am. He let me bath and dress him after my shower. Thank goodness. Then he let me get dressed without... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, February 9, 2009

Thank Goodness for Tomorrows

I am connected to the Light. The caregiver must take care of the caregiver or no caregiving will be done. Sunlight and sunny days always help to clear the way. I need to always be reminded to connect to the Light, ground and center myself to keep the flow of positive energy continuous. I am going to... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, February 6, 2009

I can't even talk about it

Please semd prayers and healing light. I just thought Wed. emt visit was the topper. Little did I know and still little do I know. I am certainly in the middle of a life lesson of unbelievable magnitude. If God does not put upon us more than we can bear, I'm a hair's breath from it. I may not blog... Sign in to see full entry.

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I can't even talk about it

Please semd prayers and healing light. I just thought Wed. emt visit was the topper. Little did I know and still little do I know. I am certainly in the middle of a life lesson of unbelievable magnitude. If God does not put upon us more than we can bear, I'm a hair's breath from it. I may not blog... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Well, that just tops it

I finally get to a good sleep stage for the first time in a week when someone starts pounding on my front door and ringing the bell. I go to the living room and this man is staring in my front door window. My front door window is very high and all I can see is a pair of eyes. I cautiously open the... Sign in to see full entry.

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At least the weather matches my mood

Everything is covered in snow and the roads are covered with ice and the sky is gray. My soul is frozen and my thoughts are cold and gray. There is no sunshine to brighten the days. I feel too tired to even breath. I hope tomorrow is a better day. Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, January 31, 2009

I guess I'm on for another month

Thank all of you for your prayers and support. It has been a week that seems a year long. I pray that all of your will be showered with love. We (my sister, nephew and my children) cleaned out part of Mom's stuff so Blake can move on through his grief and not be reminded of Grandma's empty chair.... Sign in to see full entry.

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